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From the time that they pronounced me deaf was a good 45 minutes.
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They cut my clothes and then they paddled my heart, my heart had stopped.
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And I could see people screaming and crying, but I didn't realize that was actually my
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physical body because I was somewhere else.
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The only thing that I could feel, if you could imagine, absolute love and peace, there wasn't
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anything else to be felt.
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I was greeted by people I'd known in the past.
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I'm back home again.
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Incredibly safe and felt at home.
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Welcome to Roundtrip Death, everybody, and welcome to Sharon Kamara.
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How are you?
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I'm doing well.
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Thank you, Eric.
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It's an honor and a pleasure to be here.
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Oh, that's so nice of you.
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I want to hear about Oregon.
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I know you live out there and for people that haven't been there, man, is it beautiful?
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It is. It's gorgeous.
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We have pretty much everything you could ask for except for the warm water on the coast.
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But we have the coast.
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We have the mountains.
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We have the rivers, lakes, beautiful forests and the sand, of course, at the beach.
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It takes a little while to get used to the rain.
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I came back home.
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I was born and raised in Oregon until I was about 13.
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And then because of family divorce and everything like that, parents divorced.
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I moved around the South with my parents and moved back home about 18 years ago now.
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Yeah, I love it.
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Welcome back to the West.
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Yeah.
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A good place to be.
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So we're going to go clear back.
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You've had two near-death experiences.
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The first one is a child.
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And it's kind of interesting that you didn't remember this until after your second one.
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Can you explain that just a little bit? Because some people are going to go, oh, sure.
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You know, gee, if you don't remember it, is it even real?
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But I'll remind listeners, we've had a lot of people on the show that some didn't remember
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their experience for three days, for three years.
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There are things that can bring it back.
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So tell us a little bit about, you don't have to get into all the details, but tell
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us a little about the process that happened.
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Sure.
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Yeah.
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And then I was like, as an adult, I didn't remember most of my childhood anyway.
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And I always thought that was strange.
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Why is it I don't remember very much about, you know, being a kid?
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And my parents were worse when my sister and I were young.
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And there was a lot of moving around and things like that.
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And I remembered a little bit of that, but not much.
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We didn't live with either one of our parents there for a little while.
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We lived with my grandparents, and which is where a lot of things happened.
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And so after my near-death experience in 2001, the head injury, I ended up remembering that
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a little bit later after going into deep meditation.
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It started the, it was the beginning of my awakening and what my guys call my quickening,
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where I woke up to my soul, to who I really am and started having memories of my childhood.
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And that's how I remembered the experience as a childhood, the near-death experience
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in my childhood.
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And there's no one that can tell me it wasn't real because as I was going through these
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memories, because they just started happening for me, sometimes spontaneously, where I'd
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have to go into my room and sit with it because I remembered abuse as a child.
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That's why it was covered up and why it was repressed.
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And so the near-death experience when I was a child was during an experience where I was
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beat.
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And I felt the feeling of it was so peaceful and so full of love and peace when I left
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my body.
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There was, there isn't anyone that could tell me I was making that up because I didn't
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understand what that would be like as an adult, even in my life.
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I believe you, I wasn't trying to, I wasn't trying to give you a hard time, but it is
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interesting that some of these memories can come flooding back later.
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And I understand why with the trauma that you repressed it for such a long time, we're
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going to be focusing on your second NDE.
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That's the most, oh, I hate to say it's the most profound, but that's the one where there's
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a lot more detail.
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Is there anything that you remember seeing or doing or feeling in your first one that
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you would like to share?
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Sure.
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In the, in the first one, I ended up, when I left my body, I was in what I understand
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now was what is called, what I've heard people call the void.
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I didn't understand it at the time because it was a darkness, but it wasn't dark like
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we understand darkness.
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It was a nothingness, but more than it was, it was a supportive nothingness, a nothingness
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where everything I was there in a state of being able to expand and contract, expand
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and contract.
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Where I remembered myself as the little girl that I was, and also as the universe.
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It's difficult to describe, but as I'm floating in this nothingness and everythingness of what
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I've heard called the void and enjoying that, I don't know for how long, is when I was met
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by the same being that met me in 2001, who was who we know Jesus.
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I saw the light portal open up and he approached me and told me that, that I didn't have to
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go back, which was very different in 2001, where he told me it wasn't my time.
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But as a little girl, I was nine years old, he told me I didn't have to go back.
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I told him that I wanted to finish my job.
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I had that awareness.
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I didn't say job, I just told him I need to finish.
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I'm not finished.
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I just started basically.
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I needed to finish and he asked, are you sure?
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I said yes.
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That's when I was brought back to my body.
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In 2001, it was very different.
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Yeah.
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Isn't that interesting how mature a nine-year-old can be in that kind of a setting?
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Right?
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Because you probably weren't that mature in the toy store or whatever.
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Yeah.
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All right.
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Let's fast forward to 2001.
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I'm sorry.
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I don't mean to laugh.
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That's all right.
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You can laugh.
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It strikes me it's so funny.
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I've talked to a few people lately who had their NDEs after being hit by cars or trucks.
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I'm going to just spill some of the beans first before you get to it.
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Sharon fell out of the back of a bus and was run over by a trailer.
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Oh my gosh.
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Now that I've stolen your thunder, tell us what was going on.
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Where were you?
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How did this all happen?
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Okay.
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I was living in San Antonio, Texas.
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I was in my early 40s at the time and we went, my friends and I, my girlfriends and I decided
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to go intertubing down Guadalupe River in New Brafos, Texas.
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It was for my friend's birthday and we had a really good day on the river and we had
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been there quite a few times already.
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We enjoyed doing it.
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When we got on the shuttle bus to take us back to our cars, we got on the shuttle bus
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too for the shuttle bus to take us back to our cars so that we could go home for the
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day.
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It was around five o'clock.
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I was the first in our group, there was five of us.
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I was the first in the group to get on the bus when the shuttle bus pulled up and it
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was pulling a trailer with all of our ice chests and our inner tubes and everything.
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It was one of those little school buses.
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When I got on the bus, I saw that it was already full of people and it doesn't hold
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that many.
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It holds 13.
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It holds some of my occupancy, which includes the driver.
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I turned around to get back off, but there was a bunch of people behind me that wanted
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to get on.
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I ended up getting on.
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I thought, well, it's only a couple of miles, I guess.
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I'll go ahead and get on.
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I was the first one on.
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People also were on the bus saying, come on, get on.
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Come stand back here in the aisle way.
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I did.
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I was the first of our group to get on.
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I was in the back of the bus where the emergency door exit, that door was behind my back.
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As he was driving down the road, when it was a four on the floor kind of thing, one of
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those buses was Emmanuel Gehr.
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He was shifting through gears, which was jerking us back and forth.
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At one point, as he's shifting gears, moving away from a signal light, it jerked us so
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hard that I was throwing up against the back door and I fell out of the back of the bus
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at that point.
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This door just flew open all of a sudden when you hit it.
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Oh my gosh.
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Yeah.
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Yeah, it just flew open.
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Man.
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I remember thinking, everything just kind of was in slow motion.
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You know how people say time stopped kind of thing.
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It did.
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It was in slow motion.
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I remember thinking, I can't believe I'm falling out of this bus.
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Am I really falling out of this bus?
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Yeah, it doesn't happen every day.
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No, no.
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It's funny how our brain tries to process so quickly.
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This is a split second thing happening to you.
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Yeah, totally.
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So I bounced off the trailer hitch on my back onto the pavement underneath the trailer and
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I bounced again.
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I remember all the bounces.
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I bounced again onto my side and at that point, my head was right in line with the wheel
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of the trailer.
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And I knew in my mind that I was going to get run over because I yelled in my head just
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loud as could be, stop, you're killing me.
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And at that point is when the tire ran over my head, the back tire ran over my head.
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And that's when I popped out of my body.
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Wow.
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Yeah.
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I'm just curious, do you have any idea how far on the bus went before they realized and
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stopped and got you help?
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It was about a block or two.
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My friends told me afterwards that they were yelling at him and there was people talking
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and everything like that.
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Yeah, chaos.
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Yeah.
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And the people in the back knew I had fallen out like my friend that was standing in front
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of me.
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And it's a good thing I didn't grab her because my hands went out right away to try to grab
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something and she was five months pregnant.
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So good thing I didn't grab her and take her with me.
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People were yelling at him to stop and he finally did.
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It was about a block or two.
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So it wasn't too far.
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And we'll come back before we're done and talk about the physical injuries and some
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of your recovery if that's okay.
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But you popped out of your body immediately, you said.
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So tell me what happened next.
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Okay.
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So I'm floating above my body, looked to be maybe 20 feet or something like that, looking
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down and I see my body in the road.
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And I'm thinking, I mean, I recognize this body as my body, but I don't feel any attachment
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to it.
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I don't feel any pain.
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I feel peace.
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I feel that type of feeling.
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Okay.
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Well, that's my body.
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I know in my mind that I had died.
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I knew that what I was yelling about or what I thought was going to happen had happened
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because I knew that when that wheel was going to run over my head, I was going to die.
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And so I knew that I had died again because I knew at that moment in time, that point
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that I had done this many times before.
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So I didn't have any, I wasn't panicked anymore.
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I didn't feel any pain.
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Didn't feel any panic, any anxiety.
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What I was thinking was I felt bad for my friends because we had a really good day.
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And so I was lamenting that we had such a good day.
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And here I go and I was thinking here I go and die on them.
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That's really going to be a bummer.
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You just ruined their day.
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How dare you?
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I know, right?
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That's going to be a big bummer for them.
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My friends are going to want to celebrate their birthday and all that and everything, you
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know?
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And so I was thinking about that and felt bad.
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And also then I, my thoughts went to, oh, and I saw this commuter bus coming toward
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my body and I thought, I hope that bus doesn't run over my body because that would make a
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big mess.
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And so these thoughts are going through my head and, and I thought about my partner at
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the time and I was brought to him and I knew, I just knew that he would be okay.
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He, you know, he agreed for a while, but he would be okay.
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And then I thought about my sister who was very close and still very close to, and my
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thoughts went to her and I knew that she would grieve badly, but she would be all right too.
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She has her family, she has kids and has her family and her husband.
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And then I thought about my mom who I was really close to and she lived down the road
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from me and I kind of took care of her.
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And when I thought about my mom, I felt a presence behind me and my stepfather who had
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passed in three years earlier, who I was really close to was, was a big catalyst for me with
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my spiritual progress.
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I was raised Catholic and I was not a very good Catholic.
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My parents were good Catholics, but I, you know, I believed in higher power.
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I believed in, in God, not the judgmental God or anything like that.
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I didn't, I didn't want to go to church.
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I was not, when my grandmother used to make us go to church, when we lived with my grandmother,
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I would fight her.
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I feel bad now.
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I make her chase me around the house to get, because we went every day except Sunday, Saturday.
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So I didn't have a close relationship with Jesus or anything like that.
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I just knew that I probably had somebody watching out for me because I probably should have died
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before that many times because I was a partier.
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That was my life.
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I mean, I kept down a job.
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I had a good job and everything like that.
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But you know, I just kind of was doing that type of thing.
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My stepfather, I felt my, I turned around, turned around, took my attention off of the
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scene and saw my stepfather, who I missed pretty badly because we were really close.
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And he told me telepathically that it wasn't my time.
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And I was kind of confused and I told him that I wanted to stay.
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And at that point, I noticed a portal opening up to my right.
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Oh, he mentioned something about my mom and telepathically was sending me information about
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my mom that I was going, I needed, that she needed me.
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I was going to help her transition, those types of things.
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And we had a conversation about that.
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And then the portal starts opening.
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Before you move on, do you mind if I ask, were you feeling your stepfather or did you
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actually see him?
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And if so, can you describe him, what he was wearing, anything like that?
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I'd love more detail.
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Sure.
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Yes.
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I saw him.
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He was there with me and he looked like himself, except for he was younger and looked a lot
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healthier.
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He was, he was sick when he, when he passed, he had lung disease, but he was wearing these
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glasses, the dark, the horn room glasses, you know, the black frame glasses.
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And I used to make fun of him when I was a kid, when I was younger, because he would
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wear them when they weren't cool.
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And so, so I would say, dad, please, can you wear some wire room glasses?
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You look like a dork.
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And so when he shows himself to me in spirit, he's wearing those glasses.
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That's his signature.
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He looked like that.
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He's got that sense of humor.
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So that's what he looked like.
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Yeah.
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He was, I mean, he had similar clothes to what he was, what he wears here and slacks and
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like a tunic shirt.
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So not the white toga robes or anything like that.
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No, he wasn't wearing that.
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I don't get why he was wearing glasses.
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Was that just so you could identify him or do you think he actually needed them to see?
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No, he didn't need them to see.
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It was our joke.
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Gotcha.
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It was his communication to me.
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Yeah.
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Cause I was already communicating with him in ways after he passed.
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I started connecting and seeing him in the spirit world before my NDE a little while
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before.
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Okay.
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Cause he died in 98.
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Are you seeing anybody else or just him?
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At that point, I was only seeing him.
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Yeah.
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Okay.
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So you mentioned this portal opens up.
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What was that like?
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Was it like a big cave?
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Was it, what was it like?
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It was a circular portal.
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I wouldn't call it a, well, I guess you could call it a cave, but I don't see the end of
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it, but I see people in it and it was a, like a blue gray that wasn't full of light, but
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I could see people in it.
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And I knew that they were my ancestors.
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I recognized my grandparents.
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I recognized some other people that I knew that had passed from this life, my ancestors.
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And there, there were ancestors in there that I wouldn't have recognized.
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I didn't recognize from this life, but I knew that were my ancestors and they were inside
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that portal and they weren't smiling and welcoming me home.
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They just had kind of a deadpan look on their face, but they were there.
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And I, and then I realized, I started realizing, okay, well, this doesn't look like a welcome
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home committee.
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Right.
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And so as that's going on, I'm feeling drawn toward the portal and another portal opens
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up beyond this portal and it's bright like the sun, yellow, white or golden white like
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the sun.
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And that starts expanding much larger than this other portal that I see.
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And as that expands, I'm drawn to that portal and within, I don't, you know, I don't know
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how to construct time there compared to here other than, you know, maybe a few seconds
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or something like that.
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I see a figure moving out of that portal very quickly moving toward me and he's, and it's
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a male and in white robes.
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And I recognize him has Jesus who I call Yeshua and he's moving very quickly toward
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me.
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And as I recognize him, I realize that I missed him terribly and I flew to him.
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I just flew to him.
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That is really cool.
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Were you able to embrace him?
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Yes.
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In time?
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Yes.
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Yes.
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I was able to embrace him and we had an exchange.
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We had in a telepathic exchange where within that exchange, he tells me it's not my time
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and I tell him I want to stay with him.
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And this is thought, transference.
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What I remember is his, I mean, completely without question are his eyes and his laugh,
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his chuckle and he laughs when I tell him I want to stay with you.
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And it's more of a, I understand kind of chuckle kind of laugh, that type of thing.
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And his eyes were, it was like looking at the universe in his eyes and yeah, it's hard
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to describe.
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Try.
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They were blue, okay?
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But a blue like we count don't, the colors are not like we understand blue.
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They were a deep blue and I see stars, I see light and love and a depth that I realize
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I'm seeing my soul too.
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He's reflecting me back into his eyes.
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And so there's an exchange there as he's holding me, he lifts my chin up so I can see his face.
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And that's when I see him and his face and his eyes and while we're exchanging that,
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I am engulfed in his, in light at that point.
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I'm engulfed in light and love and any of my thoughts of worries, thoughts of not wanting
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to return, thoughts of missing him, anything I would feel guilty about, any, any pains,
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anything was washed away, was cleansed in that light.
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And I, I was just one big smile, this huge smile.
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I had become part of him.
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He was a part of me.
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We were just one fully encompassing smile.
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And I know you might not be able to explain it anymore, but if possible, explain this
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engulfed in light and love.
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For those of us who haven't had it, what, how would you describe it?
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Yeah, I guess say you're immersed in a bath, water bath, and you become part of, you are
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the water, the water is flowing through you and you're all your cells are filled with
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love, everything.
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The light is tangible, it's intelligent.
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You are filled and surrounded with pure love.
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And I just remember saying, I mean, thank you.
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I mean, you're not thinking, you're just feeling, you feel completely surrounded, completely
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supported, completely loved beyond what we could ever imagine.
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That is awesome.
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Thank you for going through that.
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I know that wasn't easy.
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Is there a next?
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What happened after that?
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Yes.
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Oh, again, I don't know how long we were in that space.
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And I do feel that that happened to help me heal, to help my body heal, bringing back
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that light.
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At one point, I hear his voice again, pulling me back to the awareness is me as Sharon.
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And he asked me if I would like to go on a journey with him.
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Yeah.
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Right?
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You didn't have to think very long, did you?
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Yeah.
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But I guess they need our permission.
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And I'm like, sure.
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And so he puts his hand out, I take his hand.
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And as soon as I put my hand in his, which by the way, before I even go on to, well,
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you know that, I felt with my hand in his, I felt his hand was just so intense.
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I could feel every line in my hand, every crack and crevice, you know, like you feel
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a hand afterwards.
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And I'm thinking, it's like we have gloves on here over our senses, the sense of touch
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and everything we have.
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It's like we're wearing a big glove, you know, a barrier to the intenseness of our senses
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that we have in the higher planes.
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And so I was just intently aware of my hand in his and how his hand felt in mine.
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And then in an instant, we're flying through the cosmos.
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And I would say, or the cosmos is flying through us.
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I don't know which, but it felt like we were moving.
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And there's lights flying by us.
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I see a bright light off in the distance.
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And he's bringing these things to my attention as we're flying.
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And he has my hand.
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And I noticed that we're coming closer to a portal.
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The portal opens up and I see as we move through and we move through this portal, it's a blue
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portal.
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It's a bright blue, bright blue portal.
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As we move through this portal, I see a planet that is turquoise in color.
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Yeah, turquoise color, beautiful turquoise.
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And the colors just don't match what we, I mean, we don't have the right colors, the
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colors that match the colors that we can see in the other realms.
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And as we're moving down toward this planet, and as we move toward the planet, I recognize
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the planet as a water planet that is a home for me.
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But we stop and we're floating above the planet.
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I become acutely aware of the consciousness of the planet.
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And I begin to merge with the consciousness of the planet.
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And I feel like a mother energy from the planet, you know, like Mother Earth, that feminine,
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caretaking energy, sentient energy.
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And I'm merging with her and I'm merged with the consciousness of this planet, this body.
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Yeah, this body of water.
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And there's, when we dove in, there's a lot beneath the surface of the oceans.
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And I realize that I have immense love for every being, everything that's on the body,
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on my body as this planet.
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My goal is to take care of everything, of all parts of my planet and to be in support
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above everything that's on the planet.
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And I actually, and I have that same reciprocal love from the beings on the planet as well.
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It's a symbiotic relationship between me as the, as the planet and the beings.
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And I can move my awareness just like when I was in the void, I can move my awareness
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from the smallest sentient being on the planet to the, to the planet, you know, the wholeness
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of the planet to the smallest amoeba cell or whatever on the planet.
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I can move back and forth in that state.
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And then at some point I become, come back to the reality of me as Sharon and we dive
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down toward the planet and we dive into the water.
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And I am reunited with a aquatic family that I have there.
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And I have a mate, I have children, I have my ancestors there, I'm reunited with them.
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And that's pretty amazing.
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That part is ended up being very emotional for me when I would bring those memories back
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here because it was such a huge part of me because I've always been connected to the
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dolphins and the whales and you know, those top, and what we call mermaids and things
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like that all my life.
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And so, and so being taken back to that planet and being, meeting my family there was something
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he told me I can go there anytime in my meditations or when I'm back home, back home, but when
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I'm back on the planet of earth, I can go there anytime.
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And he told me when I finish my earth mission type of thing on earth, then I can take my
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focus there and be there for as long as I want.
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And it's, because we can move our focus wherever we want in our life, in these dimensional
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lifetimes, interdimensional lifetimes that we have, life experiences that we have.
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And this one he said that I can, I can stay there for as long as I want and be in that
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form.
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So at some point I remembered agreeing with him.
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I told him, okay, I will agree to go back, but you have to stay, you have to, you have
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to make sure that I know that you're with me throughout my lives right next to me and
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are, and are tangent or tangible in my life.
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So you're kind of bargaining with him a little bit.
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I did.
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I'll do this for you if you'll do this for me.
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I did.
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I did.
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Yeah.
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And then I'm back in my body.
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Do you remember what that was like going back into your body or you just woke up?
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It was a thud.
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It was a thud.
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No, I don't remember going back.
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I just remember being in my body and I did not remember those, that all of that until
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a couple of years late.
481
00:28:54,560 --> 00:28:59,880
Well, I should say it came to me little by little because I started having out of body
482
00:28:59,880 --> 00:29:05,520
experiences where I was flying to a sun, flying to a sun, trying to get there.
483
00:29:05,520 --> 00:29:09,440
And I would come back to my body before I would get there or, and I was also having
484
00:29:09,440 --> 00:29:15,880
out of body experiences where I was in, in a underwater, as a aquatic being, a myrotype
485
00:29:15,880 --> 00:29:22,640
being, those things started happening, but I didn't put them together right away until
486
00:29:22,640 --> 00:29:28,680
I was working with Yeshua, my mother, until my mother passed and she brought things into
487
00:29:28,680 --> 00:29:34,040
my life from the spirit world that started putting the pieces of the puzzle together
488
00:29:34,040 --> 00:29:37,640
as I began working with the actual and my meditations.
489
00:29:37,640 --> 00:29:42,480
I made a commitment to be in my room every night at 9pm and so he could help me work
490
00:29:42,480 --> 00:29:44,360
through a lot of things.
491
00:29:44,360 --> 00:29:47,360
You mentioned myrrh and myrrh made a couple of times.
492
00:29:47,360 --> 00:29:49,880
Do you want to expound on that a little bit?
493
00:29:49,880 --> 00:29:50,880
That's what we looked like.
494
00:29:50,880 --> 00:29:53,120
That's what we were like.
495
00:29:53,120 --> 00:29:54,120
Yeah.
496
00:29:54,120 --> 00:29:57,560
I mean, do you feel like that's kind of your origin or something you're going back to?
497
00:29:57,560 --> 00:29:58,560
Or?
498
00:29:58,560 --> 00:30:00,240
You know, that's a good question.
499
00:30:00,240 --> 00:30:08,880
I, I feel that we have, our soul has many, many, many other planetary experiences that
500
00:30:08,880 --> 00:30:13,160
that good, I mean, as much as I love earth, that goodness earth isn't the only experience
501
00:30:13,160 --> 00:30:17,800
that we, you know, we have where I've learned and remembered.
502
00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:24,840
And I feel like that one is a, I guess you could call it parallel and another dimension
503
00:30:24,840 --> 00:30:32,520
or reality, another realm or something like that, where I can just move into that, that
504
00:30:32,520 --> 00:30:36,480
planetary experience whenever it's probably going on now.
505
00:30:36,480 --> 00:30:42,320
Wherever, you, I'm sure you've heard the theory or whatever that everything happens
506
00:30:42,320 --> 00:30:43,320
at the same time.
507
00:30:43,320 --> 00:30:45,640
It really isn't any linear time.
508
00:30:45,640 --> 00:30:46,640
Yeah.
509
00:30:46,640 --> 00:30:51,760
My brain hasn't quite wrapped around the fact that in the eternities, there's not really
510
00:30:51,760 --> 00:30:52,760
time.
511
00:30:52,760 --> 00:30:53,760
Right.
512
00:30:53,760 --> 00:30:57,520
That doesn't mean everything's happening at the same time.
513
00:30:57,520 --> 00:31:03,880
That doesn't really make sense to me at this point, but, but no time, no time does make
514
00:31:03,880 --> 00:31:07,160
sense and nonlinear does make sense.
515
00:31:07,160 --> 00:31:08,160
Right.
516
00:31:08,160 --> 00:31:09,160
Yeah.
517
00:31:09,160 --> 00:31:11,120
That doesn't mean everything's happening at once.
518
00:31:11,120 --> 00:31:12,120
Okay.
519
00:31:12,120 --> 00:31:13,120
Yeah.
520
00:31:13,120 --> 00:31:20,640
I see kind of see a time, I guess you could say, or experiences as cyclical on a, you
521
00:31:20,640 --> 00:31:23,040
know, on a circle that way.
522
00:31:23,040 --> 00:31:24,040
Yeah.
523
00:31:24,040 --> 00:31:25,040
That makes more sense.
524
00:31:25,040 --> 00:31:26,040
Okay.
525
00:31:26,040 --> 00:31:27,040
Yeah.
526
00:31:27,040 --> 00:31:28,040
So it's happening.
527
00:31:28,040 --> 00:31:31,440
There are things are happening, our experiences are happening and we can jump to any part of
528
00:31:31,440 --> 00:31:35,440
the cycle, the circle that we want.
529
00:31:35,440 --> 00:31:42,640
Now, some of them we can't change because they've, we've already experienced them perhaps, but
530
00:31:42,640 --> 00:31:49,040
we can still go and experience it, but we can't add to it or subtract to it.
531
00:31:49,040 --> 00:31:51,120
Maybe if that makes any sense.
532
00:31:51,120 --> 00:31:53,920
Why do you think most of us can't remember any of this?
533
00:31:53,920 --> 00:31:54,920
Yeah.
534
00:31:54,920 --> 00:31:55,920
Good question.
535
00:31:55,920 --> 00:32:01,560
I believe that I kind of feel that the veil, the program, it's kind of been programmed
536
00:32:01,560 --> 00:32:02,760
out of us.
537
00:32:02,760 --> 00:32:11,240
And I feel that we, we are brought into this realm, this dense realm with that forgetfulness
538
00:32:11,240 --> 00:32:15,600
because it might be too much for us to remember all at once.
539
00:32:15,600 --> 00:32:17,120
I think definitely.
540
00:32:17,120 --> 00:32:21,920
But the journey of remembering is, is part of the journey.
541
00:32:21,920 --> 00:32:22,920
Yeah.
542
00:32:22,920 --> 00:32:27,400
I think there's a lot of things that we couldn't learn if we remembered everything before we
543
00:32:27,400 --> 00:32:28,400
got here.
544
00:32:28,400 --> 00:32:29,400
Yeah.
545
00:32:29,400 --> 00:32:31,720
We couldn't have the same kind of experience here.
546
00:32:31,720 --> 00:32:32,720
Right.
547
00:32:32,720 --> 00:32:37,240
You did mention earlier about, I forget how you put it, something about when you died
548
00:32:37,240 --> 00:32:41,240
or left your body that you had done this many times before.
549
00:32:41,240 --> 00:32:42,840
Did I get that right?
550
00:32:42,840 --> 00:32:43,840
Yes.
551
00:32:43,840 --> 00:32:46,960
And this is this really earth that we're talking about.
552
00:32:46,960 --> 00:32:49,520
This is where this has happened before.
553
00:32:49,520 --> 00:32:54,040
In other words, you feel like in these other realms before coming here, there was also
554
00:32:54,040 --> 00:32:57,160
life and death and moving on to the next step.
555
00:32:57,160 --> 00:32:58,160
Yeah.
556
00:32:58,160 --> 00:32:59,160
Okay.
557
00:32:59,160 --> 00:33:00,680
Do you want to expound on that at all?
558
00:33:00,680 --> 00:33:06,160
Well, yeah, I just felt like I, I mean, I knew that I have had other lives and I guess
559
00:33:06,160 --> 00:33:13,680
you can call it past lives, other realities where I've lived out that experience and died
560
00:33:13,680 --> 00:33:19,520
in, you know, was in a physical body and died in this realm and went on to plan another
561
00:33:19,520 --> 00:33:24,480
lifetime, I guess you could say, plan another experience, whether it be on earth or other
562
00:33:24,480 --> 00:33:27,240
planetary bodies.
563
00:33:27,240 --> 00:33:31,400
I just, I just knew I had that awareness when that happened.
564
00:33:31,400 --> 00:33:32,400
All right.
565
00:33:32,400 --> 00:33:34,400
Tell me what kind of a recovery you had.
566
00:33:34,400 --> 00:33:36,640
What your head was run over.
567
00:33:36,640 --> 00:33:39,400
So I assume you had a traumatic brain injury.
568
00:33:39,400 --> 00:33:40,400
Anything else?
569
00:33:40,400 --> 00:33:41,400
No, you didn't.
570
00:33:41,400 --> 00:33:43,200
I didn't, I didn't even have a concussion.
571
00:33:43,200 --> 00:33:44,200
Yeah.
572
00:33:44,200 --> 00:33:46,000
You mentioned you felt like you were healed.
573
00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:47,600
I, well, yes.
574
00:33:47,600 --> 00:33:52,560
The embrace of Jesus was healing you and your body both.
575
00:33:52,560 --> 00:33:53,560
Yeah.
576
00:33:53,560 --> 00:33:55,600
My hair was falling out.
577
00:33:55,600 --> 00:33:59,480
So tell me you didn't just get up and walk away and go, oh, that was different.
578
00:33:59,480 --> 00:34:00,880
Well, I did get up.
579
00:34:00,880 --> 00:34:04,200
I jumped up from the pavement.
580
00:34:04,200 --> 00:34:09,040
I jumped up and I was in shock and I was pacing back and forth with my friends.
581
00:34:09,040 --> 00:34:15,600
When the bus finally stopped, they came running back to help me and they, the driver called
582
00:34:15,600 --> 00:34:21,520
an ambulance and they put me on a spine stabilizer.
583
00:34:21,520 --> 00:34:24,920
I was bleeding from the ear, but it wasn't a concussion.
584
00:34:24,920 --> 00:34:25,920
They were worried about a concussion.
585
00:34:25,920 --> 00:34:30,640
It was just my ear was the bottom part of my ear was torn off.
586
00:34:30,640 --> 00:34:32,400
And so they glued it back together.
587
00:34:32,400 --> 00:34:33,600
Luckily, not torn off.
588
00:34:33,600 --> 00:34:34,600
It was hanging.
589
00:34:34,600 --> 00:34:38,280
They glued it back together at the hospital.
590
00:34:38,280 --> 00:34:41,200
I was in the hospital five hours.
591
00:34:41,200 --> 00:34:44,000
X-rays showed nothing broken.
592
00:34:44,000 --> 00:34:45,440
I didn't have a concussion.
593
00:34:45,440 --> 00:34:52,520
I had a lot of road rash and I had, I have damage to tissue, tissue damage, ligament
594
00:34:52,520 --> 00:34:56,200
damage, that all that, you know, that kind of thing in my back, which I have to maintain.
595
00:34:56,200 --> 00:35:02,800
But no, and I had tire tracks across my head and they tease me about that in the hospital
596
00:35:02,800 --> 00:35:05,840
where my hair was falling out on both sides of my head.
597
00:35:05,840 --> 00:35:09,360
But yeah, I have some scars for sure.
598
00:35:09,360 --> 00:35:11,760
But no, nothing serious.
599
00:35:11,760 --> 00:35:13,720
You were only in the hospital five hours.
600
00:35:13,720 --> 00:35:20,480
I don't even know what to do with that.
601
00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:21,480
That's insane.
602
00:35:21,480 --> 00:35:24,600
Do you have any pictures like the tire track on your head?
603
00:35:24,600 --> 00:35:25,680
I want to see it.
604
00:35:25,680 --> 00:35:28,480
That was 22 years ago.
605
00:35:28,480 --> 00:35:30,480
It was before smartphones.
606
00:35:30,480 --> 00:35:32,080
It was before smartphones.
607
00:35:32,080 --> 00:35:33,080
Yeah.
608
00:35:33,080 --> 00:35:34,080
Yeah.
609
00:35:34,080 --> 00:35:36,040
I had some scars then, but I was laid up.
610
00:35:36,040 --> 00:35:39,160
I was laid up for a couple of weeks in bed.
611
00:35:39,160 --> 00:35:41,080
You know, the pain set in.
612
00:35:41,080 --> 00:35:45,000
I could barely move, but there was no permanent damage.
613
00:35:45,000 --> 00:35:46,560
I did have to go through some recovery.
614
00:35:46,560 --> 00:35:48,560
I was off work for a couple of months.
615
00:35:48,560 --> 00:35:52,440
Luckily, my boss at the time was very nice about the whole thing.
616
00:35:52,440 --> 00:35:53,440
Yeah.
617
00:35:53,440 --> 00:35:56,960
I was in, I was home recovering when 9-11 happened.
618
00:35:56,960 --> 00:36:00,040
I wouldn't bring up religion, but you did earlier.
619
00:36:00,040 --> 00:36:02,440
You said you were a bad Catholic.
620
00:36:02,440 --> 00:36:03,440
Yeah.
621
00:36:03,440 --> 00:36:09,920
Did this experience change your view of religion or of God or how did it change you?
622
00:36:09,920 --> 00:36:13,360
No, it didn't change my view of religion.
623
00:36:13,360 --> 00:36:18,760
It did bring me closer to Jesus, to Christ, to Yeshua.
624
00:36:18,760 --> 00:36:25,200
I learned from him that so much, I still, I mean, he's part of me and I talk to him.
625
00:36:25,200 --> 00:36:26,200
He's always on my mind.
626
00:36:26,200 --> 00:36:27,320
I talk to him all the time.
627
00:36:27,320 --> 00:36:28,800
He's my guide.
628
00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:33,360
He's my, I can say savior if you want to use that word.
629
00:36:33,360 --> 00:36:36,400
He saved my life, definitely.
630
00:36:36,400 --> 00:36:38,880
He and more ways than one.
631
00:36:38,880 --> 00:36:42,880
And he, he's who, who I owe everything to.
632
00:36:42,880 --> 00:36:46,440
I wouldn't be here without him even afterwards.
633
00:36:46,440 --> 00:36:50,240
And even though my body was healed, I still had a lot of healing to go through with my
634
00:36:50,240 --> 00:36:52,360
soul for sure.
635
00:36:52,360 --> 00:36:55,000
Well, I really appreciate you sharing this.
636
00:36:55,000 --> 00:36:56,160
It's an amazing story.
637
00:36:56,160 --> 00:36:57,640
It's a really cool story.
638
00:36:57,640 --> 00:36:58,840
Thank you.
639
00:36:58,840 --> 00:37:01,680
What thought would you like to leave with our listeners tonight?
640
00:37:01,680 --> 00:37:08,560
Oh gosh, a lot of things that Yeshua's taught me, taught me is that we are really here to,
641
00:37:08,560 --> 00:37:14,240
to help each other, to be kind to each other, to be loved, be who we are and what we are,
642
00:37:14,240 --> 00:37:16,440
which is love, which is light.
643
00:37:16,440 --> 00:37:20,680
And, and that we're so much more powerful than we think we are.
644
00:37:20,680 --> 00:37:27,920
And the trials and tribulations that we go through are to help strengthen us and help
645
00:37:27,920 --> 00:37:29,360
us realize who we really are.
646
00:37:29,360 --> 00:37:31,720
And we choose them and I knew that I had made agreements.
647
00:37:31,720 --> 00:37:37,520
He helped me realize I had made agreements with the people that I was going through and
648
00:37:37,520 --> 00:37:40,640
as abuse with as a child.
649
00:37:40,640 --> 00:37:41,640
Okay.
650
00:37:41,640 --> 00:37:43,920
So he helped me through all that.
651
00:37:43,920 --> 00:37:51,400
And if there's anything in anyone's life that seems that they can't get through, know
652
00:37:51,400 --> 00:37:54,400
that there's always light on the other side of it.
653
00:37:54,400 --> 00:38:01,120
I know because I went through a very tough time afterwards because of what I was remembering,
654
00:38:01,120 --> 00:38:03,240
the experiences I was having afterwards.
655
00:38:03,240 --> 00:38:07,440
So it wasn't all hunky dory afterwards just because I was met by Yeshua.
656
00:38:07,440 --> 00:38:14,400
It took a while for me to remember my true self and we're moving into a really amazing
657
00:38:14,400 --> 00:38:15,400
time.
658
00:38:15,400 --> 00:38:16,400
He showed me that.
659
00:38:16,400 --> 00:38:21,960
There's a lot I haven't shared with you that he showed me that I was shown.
660
00:38:21,960 --> 00:38:24,760
Is that we are moving into an amazing time.
661
00:38:24,760 --> 00:38:30,080
We just have to go through the depths of the purge.
662
00:38:30,080 --> 00:38:36,400
I guess you could call it of what humanity is going through now, the detox and we are
663
00:38:36,400 --> 00:38:39,000
going through an amazing, amazing time.
664
00:38:39,000 --> 00:38:45,480
Somebody listening today does not know if they should believe in an afterlife or not.
665
00:38:45,480 --> 00:38:49,720
Whether everything just ends when we die or if there's something more.
666
00:38:49,720 --> 00:38:52,080
What message of hope do you have for that person?
667
00:38:52,080 --> 00:38:54,480
Yeah, I can't make anyone believe anything.
668
00:38:54,480 --> 00:39:01,760
I believe that people have to maybe need their own experiences in order to have that belief.
669
00:39:01,760 --> 00:39:03,120
I know the afterlife is real.
670
00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:10,720
I know that we are eternal because of my experience and both my NDEs have shown me that, have
671
00:39:10,720 --> 00:39:11,720
proved that to me.
672
00:39:11,720 --> 00:39:13,200
I'm not afraid to die.
673
00:39:13,200 --> 00:39:15,080
I don't want to have the pain, of course.
674
00:39:15,080 --> 00:39:20,160
It's just a small part of who we are as a soul and we are eternal.
675
00:39:20,160 --> 00:39:27,400
If they want to dive into their soul and maybe start asking those questions and seek to be
676
00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:34,200
a seeker in that way, then meditation and what he taught me, meditation and journaling
677
00:39:34,200 --> 00:39:37,600
is the best way to do that.
678
00:39:37,600 --> 00:39:41,360
People need to find their own answers for sure because everything is within us.
679
00:39:41,360 --> 00:39:46,000
We can't look outside of ourselves to find answers that has to be within.
680
00:39:46,000 --> 00:39:47,000
Sharon, thanks so much.
681
00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:48,000
I appreciate it.
682
00:39:48,000 --> 00:39:50,920
Thank you, Eric.
683
00:39:50,920 --> 00:39:53,680
Thanks again for listening and sharing this podcast.
684
00:39:53,680 --> 00:39:59,800
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685
00:39:59,800 --> 00:40:04,040
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686
00:40:04,040 --> 00:40:08,600
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687
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