Dennis' NDE (Part 2) - Spiritual Gifts

0:00 Welcome, welcome to Round Trip Death and part two of our conversation with Dennis Bullock. In part one, which is episode 430, we talked all about Dennis's near-death experiences and today we're going to take a deep dive into the spiritual gifts that he came back with. Spiritual gifts as a result of an NDE or something I hear often, but is there another way to unlock them in all of us? Let's get right back into the interview. All right, let's jump back into where you were before I got you sidetracked. You jump back in your body.

0:41 Let's talk about what happened after that. Okay, a lot of things happen after that. I jump back in my body. My heart starts to beat and I sleep there for a while and then they check me again and they may be able to leave. And the other thing is when I came back, I got these gifts, spiritual gifts that I had no idea. I learned that I have them by accident. Let's talk about those. What are some of those? After that experience, then I said, I said, man, let's try to get back to life again because you cannot tell people this one because this time it's way over the top.

1:22 They're really going to put you in a straight jacket, man. If your mother wasn't enough now, now they're going to put you in a straight jacket. So I said, I'm going to try to get back to normal life and see what happens. So I do a gig in Mont-Rollin that's in Canada. It's a little bit north of Montreal. We're at this club and it's a new gig, a new club, and there's a snowstorm. So there's nobody in the club but except the waitresses. So we're drinking beers, me and the band, and I said to a waitress, hey, waitress, come on, I don't know her. And I said, waitress, come on over. I'm going to tell you your future for fun.

2:02 We're joking around. So I said, give me your left hand. And I grabbed her left hand and I say, your boyfriend is paraplegic. He blames you for his handicap. You're going to meet a guy three months from now. You're going to fall in love with him and you're going to marry him and you're going to live happily ever after. And I left her hand just like that. And finished my beer. Now, I never noticed that she never said one word while I was saying that. Not one word. And I left her hand and I finished my beer. And we then we left the club. I came back a year later to the same club and that girl ran up to me and she said, did you know that everything you said was true?

2:43 I said, no way. I said, your boyfriend's paraplegic? She said, yes. I said, he blames you for his handicap. Even though it's not your fault. She said, yes. I said, you met a guy three months after. She said, yes. I said, you fell in love with him. She said, yes. And I said, you married him. And then she didn't even say yes anymore. She showed me her wedding ring. And that's when the hair's man went up my arm and I said, oh my God, what's happening to me? And I turned into an alien. What's going on? And the band looked at me and said, hey man, what's wrong with you? Are you turning into an ostradamus here?

3:24 And I said, I don't know. Maybe I don't know. That was the first time that I began to realize that, hey, you got you got something. Something happened in that NDA. You just tap it into something here. Then the second time it happened was with another guy, another bouncer. But this time this bouncer is cool people. No weird stuff. He's cool. He loves the band. He loves a good friend of mine. He loves our music. I got a premonition on the Thursday that he should not go out. He should stay in his apartment. Do not go out. And it was like a cloud, a dark cloud following me around.

4:07 I don't know if you ever watched Charlie Brown when he had that dark cloud to follow you around. Yeah, sure. It was like that. He was following me around all day on Thursday saying, tell him don't go out, tell him don't go out. And I said, ah, I'm going to tell this guy, do you know how huge this guy is? Another, you know, he's from that Hulk family. You know, I said, no, I said, nobody in their right mind is going to mess with this guy. Not even. I don't care. Nobody in their right mind is going to mess with this guy. And why I'm going to tell him, hey, man, stay in your apartment. Do not go out this weekend. I saw him on that Friday because he worked at this after hours place. And this after hours place stays open after the normal clubs close.

4:51 They stay open like from three to eight in the morning. Okay. That's where the band goes after the shows and some people go there. You could still have drinks and stuff like that. We call it the after party. So he worked there. I saw him on that Friday, but I didn't tell him because I said, nah, you're going to think I'm crazy if I tell him that. And I said, maybe it's me. You know, I've been through a lot lately. You know, you died, you came back and all this stuff is maybe, you know, you became a little sensitive of things. Maybe I didn't tell him on that Friday. Then Sunday came. I did a gig and we went to the after hours. I was going there and I thought I was going to see him there, but he wasn't there. This time it was another bouncer there who had tears rolling down his face.

5:37 And I said, Hey man, what's wrong? He says, you didn't hear? I said, I hear what he said. The bouncer that normally works here is dead. I said, dead. I said, how? He said, he met a girl on Saturday night after his shift. He took her to the hotel. She waited till he fell asleep and she took a butcher knife and slashed his throat. He lost so much by the time he reared cause he was sleeping and she just had a butcher knife and went at it at his throat. By the time he realized what was going on, he had lost too much blood. He lost consciousness and he died. I went to his funeral, man.

6:18 I promised myself, thank God the police caught her. I promised myself, I said, if I get a premonition about the president of the United States, I'm going to tell him. I don't care if they think I'm cuckoo or they think I'm crazy. I don't care. I'm going to tell him. So after that, I started to realize I had these gifts and I started to do readings for people once a month who needed help. Now I do it like part-time work. I do energy because the energy knows everything and I just go into other people's energy. I read it and I tell them what it says and that's it. They ask me a question and I tell them about that because the energy knows about partners, loved ones, health, work, a lot of things.

7:03 By the way, if people want to talk to you about this, truthenergyreadings.com, it'll be in the show notes. They can book me at, if they go to my website, truthenergyreadings.com, they can book me. I help people with suicides. I don't usually like murder cases. I was doing that for a while, a little while, but I don't like that. But I do help people with healings, marital problems or personal problems. They can contact me and hire my service. All right. Anything else happened after that that you want to share? Oh, well, there's plenty of things that happened. For once, I'm not a healer. I didn't plan to be a healer.

7:45 That was not... But I saw that sometimes I have healings in my sessions where people who've been trying to get healed from different people, they come to me and they get healed. They're well again. But what I learned about the healing sessions was that it's always a two-way street because the person has to be willing. You have to have no thoughts of doubt. They have to be open like a three-year-old child. When they have those three things and they're relaxed in a relaxed place, that's when the healing can happen. If they don't have those three things, the healing will not take place because we have free will.

8:28 We can do whatever. If you say, I don't like this energy or I feel like I'm afraid of this energy, your energy will block any other energy. The energy that's coming to you through me will be through source. Source will come through me to that person. That's how that works. But I didn't know that I could even do that. I mean, actually, that was another accident because this person asked me not to say their name because they were supposed to be a healer. They've been doing it for 20 years, but they couldn't heal themselves. They came to me for a session. I had to tell them that in the energy, because the energy, when it tells me things about them, it's very raw, like a raw steak on a wooden table, plop.

9:16 It's no sugar coated, no nothing. The energy told me to tell this person that, hey, forget about everything you know about healing. Forget about it all and just allow. And I told her, I said, this is what the energy says. I'm not trying to be rude. Forget about everything you know about healing and just allow. And when she did that, she closed her eyes. I closed my eyes and that's when it happened. And she was healed now. She's painting. She's doing all kinds of things, no more back problems at all. She can stand. She couldn't stand before for 20 years. It's healing, but it's only, it's a two way street because I cannot force any kind of healing energy on anybody who is not willing or ready to allow.

10:02 Do you feel like you had these spiritual gifts your whole life and that they were just unlocked during your NDE? Or do you feel like you were blessed with them through the NDE? That's a very good question. I never have had many interviews, but that's a very, very good question, my friend. I never had anybody ask me that. Well, when I gather, I'm going to take it from the downloads. We all have those powers. It's not like I'm going to especially give you this and not give this one. No, we all have those powers, but the NDE's help people to be more aware, more conscious of that.

10:42 That's what opens that door a little bit more than the normal person. But we all have those powers and sometimes those powers will pop out in a very emergency situations or all kinds of situations. You'll be like, well, how did that person know that? Or how did that mother knew the child was in trouble and she was 50 miles away and she's not a psychic, but yet she knew because those powers are all in us. But we get programmed and children are the closest to those powers, by the way, to children. They haven't been taught out of them yet. Exactly. And they're the ones, they're more wiser than any adult.

11:24 They're the ones that know, that are connected with those things from the other side. So we all have the gifts. That's number one. It's just the awareness of people who pass is usually at a higher level, more open because of that experience. But we all can get there. That's not like, oh, you can't get to your gifts because you didn't die yet or you didn't have an ID. No, not true. You can all can get there. And actually the good news, what I, yeah, I should, I have to tell you about that. This is really important, actually. What I got the information downloads about the earth. We are now in a transition, my friend. We are going from 3D to 5D.

12:06 And I have to explain this is really important information. Why do souls come here? First thing, the earth creation of the earth. Why was the earth created? Earth was created by other souls as a place, but the earth is also a soul itself, a soul that agreed to be the earth. Okay. To be a place for other souls to come to experience 3D and 3D third dimension is duality, which means good and bad. Now we don't make soul contracts, but we make agreements. It's not like a business over there, but it's like an agreement. And the agreement was that the soul, the earth was going to play this role for a few billion of years.

12:51 And this billion years kind of ran up around 2012. Okay. Now the earth wanted to go, wanted to go to a higher vibration. But what I got my downloads was that first thing, no soul can control another soul. Can't be done. Only if the other soul gives permission, okay, you can control me. That's the only way. Now the earth wanted to leave and the other souls who created this game said, no, we don't want you to leave and want you to stay. And the earth said, no, I agree for a few billion. Now it's over. And the earth made a cry to the universe for what they call star seeds to be born, to help her to raise our vibration, to go to 5D faster.

13:43 Think of it like this. If you Eric, if you move to an apartment and you have to do moving, all the moving by yourself, it's going to take you a slower time, a longer time to move to the new apartment. But if you call your friends, what's going to happen? You're going to move there faster. Much faster. And that's what the earth did for the star seeds to help her raise her vibration faster because she can do it by herself, but it's going to take longer. That's what's happening. We are in transition. And the earth is just asking the souls right now, what vibration do you want to be on? Because when I reach this 5th dimension frequency, 5D dimension, whatever vibration you are on at that moment, you will be stuck there because she is going to do a timeline split.

14:34 When she reaches that frequency, it's going to split into two timelines. One is going to be 3rd dimension, one is going to be 5th dimension. Now think of it like if you stand in front of a wall, it's going to be you and it's going to be your shadow. The shadow will be the 3rd D, 3D. And the real you will be 5th dimension. That's how the earth is going to do. Now there is no, oh, you know, you're in 3rd dimension or you choosing 3D or you choosing low vibrations. You're a bad person. The way God sees the whole thing is if Eric chooses 3D, oh, Eric took the long road home but he's coming home.

15:18 If Eric chooses 5D, oh, Eric took the short road home but he's coming home. That's it. I do a lot of things the hard way. It's okay. I don't have anything against people who like the roller coaster ride. That's okay. I had another question back to the spiritual gifts thing. Because I agree with you that we have these gifts. You had an opportunity that helped you unlock yours. For people that don't have an NDE, can you give them any advice on how they may be able to unlock their own spiritual gifts? Okay. Well, I need to explain something that's very important that I got in my downloads that I haven't explained yet.

16:03 And that is because the earth has changed vibration, frequency has totally changed the earth. What we do logically will not have the same results. That's why things are not working properly. You know, if you do this and you do that, that's going to happen. Now, not necessarily. Because we are now on a different vibration. So what, how do you live? How do you do? Everything is vibration now. You see the low vibration or high vibrations. What is low vibrations? Low vibrations, spear, hate, judgment, confusion, stress, sadness, guilt, all the jealousy, guilt.

16:45 Yes, exactly. All this is low vibration. What does low vibration do? Low vibration makes things work difficult if they work at all. Low vibration blocks any of your dreams for life from happening totally. And low vibration is very bad for your health. Now let's get to high vibrations. What is high vibrations? High vibrations, laughing, smiling, love, gratitude, nature, animals, babies, creating, giving, serving. Yes. Yes. This is all high vibrations, truth, clarity, all high vibrations. Now what does high vibrations do?

17:27 High vibrations make things work easier. High vibrations bring more money and success. High vibrations make any kind of dream you have about life to happen faster. High vibrations that doctor will tell you, if you laugh more is what? Good for your health. That's high vibrations. Now this is the way you want to approach life and everything with situations, with people, with everything. Your emotions are your thermometer to tell you if you're on low vibrations or high vibrations. And Eric, it's not about being perfect. It is about knowing what to do if you find yourself on low vibrations.

18:11 Now if you have to feel low vibration emotions, feel it because the thing is, but then let it go. The thing is I want you to be like a three-year-old child. What does a three-year-old child do? A three-year-old child is going to run around the corner, run down the street really fast and then he's going to fall. Then they're going to scream. They're going to feel that low vibration emotion. But a minute later, that same three-year-old little child is going to be laughing. Why? Because they felt that low vibration emotion, but then they let it go where adults, they hold on to it days, weeks, hours, years, you name it.

18:53 So it's not about being perfect because if you try to push all those negative emotions down and don't feel them, what's going to happen? Trying to be happy, what's going to happen is you're going to explode when somebody asks, hey, Eric, how you feeling? So the thing is, you have all these five emotions. It's not that you don't have them, that you don't use them. You feel it, but once you feel it, then you let it go. And that's where the mistake happens with a lot of adults is that they hold on to that. And when they hold on to that, that's holding on to low vibration. And we have the universe. The universe is three things. God, the universe is a magnifying glass, and it's also a candy store, believe it or not.

19:37 And the magnifying glass is magnifying whatever vibration you're on. For example, if you hit your toe in the beginning of the morning and now you don't feel good, you're in a bad mood, then you go to work and your boss is mad at you because something that you didn't do at work, it wasn't your fault. Then you come back home and then your best friend is mad at you for something you said three years ago. That's the universe magnifying that vibration, but it also works for high vibrations, where you go through a day where everything works perfect for you. I mean, everything down to the littlest detail, everything is like perfect. That's how the universe magnifies your vibration.

20:20 And that's why vibrations, what I learned in my downloads in this transition is the most important thing that you could ever do. So tell me if I'm summarizing correctly. I asked you, how do we unlock those spiritual gifts that we have? And you talked all about vibration. So am I to take it that when the more things we do that are high vibration, the love, the sharing, the happiness, the smiling, the laughter, the more we do that, the more we unlock our spiritual gifts. Is that what you're saying? I'm definitely saying that, but I'm also saying also there's a personal route also.

21:02 And the personal route is going to be through meditation. And it's not going to be through hours and hours and hours of meditation. No. It is silencing the mind in order to hear the spirit. There's 10 things that I suggest to clients to do about keeping your vibration high more often. The first thing is going to be nature. If you live near a park, a lake, a tree, you go sit under the tree for one hour barefoot and your vibration will rise automatically. You don't have to do anything. Now the nine other things on your list will be personal to you.

21:43 Could be your favorite ice cream, could be a funny movie, could be a friend that makes your life, could be a woman, could be music, could be drawing, could be writing, could be a photo, could be a good book. But whatever makes you automatically happy, you write on this list. Now I have the same list as I'm telling you. My number two is Bugs Bunny, the cartoon. So whenever I feel, if I feel like you might wake up one morning and you feel afraid about the future, I don't know. I just have this feeling. That's your emotion saying, hey, Eric, you're going into low vibrations, man. What are you going to do about that? That's when you go to your list and you do one of the 10 things on your list.

22:23 Me, I watch Bugs Bunny and 10 minutes later I'm laughing. That's great advice. Love it. I'm talking about high vibration. And high vibrations are closer to the other side. Okay. Now people, I had a question. Somebody said, well, what about people who are on low vibrations and they go so low and then they have awakening? How did that low vibration make them have an awakening? Well, the first thing is that when you go so low and then you give up, when you say, I'm finished, I don't care about like give up, when you do that giving up, that's when you actually also give up that low vibration.

23:06 You're not focused on it anymore because you don't care anymore. And that's when you have an awakening because a lot of people, this person asked me this on the eons in Hawaii and they said, well, I was on low vibrations. I was angry and then I came to the point where I just gave up and then I had an awakening. But see, I was on low vibrations. I said, no, you weren't on low vibrations because when you gave up, you stopped focusing on the negative. You gave up. And when you gave up, you actually took yourself off of low vibrations when you gave up. And that's why you were able to have an awakening. Okay. A couple more things before we wrap up. One thing that kept coming to mind as you kept talking about a three-year-old, which I love, it just reminded me of a Bible verse where Jesus is telling us to become like a little child.

24:00 And you've added more to the why we need to become like a little child. So thank you for that. You're welcome. You're welcome, most definitely. Yeah, I got a lot of information and some of it, you know, I got information on Christ. I got information on all of that. Here's the other thing. On the other side, there is no hierarchy. On the other side, Gabriel, Jesus, Buddha, Krishna, Allah, they're not higher than you. This is going to make you deserve a lot of people, but I tell what my downloads are. And that is some parts of the Bible are true, some are not.

24:42 The truth was is that the Bible was manipulated by the religious leaders at the time and the government because they were afraid of Christ. And the other thing because Christ had so many followers that they thought if he wanted to start, if he wanted to create an army, he could and he would take over. The other thing is that Christ, a lot of things about Christ was misunderstood. Christ was trying to tell you that he's not greater than you. This is where they try to manipulate Christ. Christ was not trying to tell you, you only can come through me. That's not true. Christ was telling you the kingdom of heaven is inside of you.

25:25 So why do I need to go to Christ? And Christ also said, I do these works, but greater you will do greater more than him. So what is that telling you? He's trying to tell you that I'm no better than you. I'm just telling you that you have powers. You're a God. You're a part of God, but you also are a God. Christ came with the consciousness of the other side to here to help us better play this game. And here's the other thing. The earth was my surprise, the download I got that it was very clear. This is a game.

26:07 People call it matrix, whatever you want to call it. This is a game. That's all. When you take off with Napoleon, for example, goes and he dies. He takes off that Napoleon jacket. What's left is soul. What is the soul made out of? Love. Have you talked to any clergy about your experience, by the way, a priest or anything like that? Because when you say something like, we're a part of God and we are gods, I'm wondering what their reaction is. Oh, they don't like the idea. They think what I'm saying is blasphemy and all of this and you're saying that.

26:49 I don't get into arguments because it's more like if it resonates with you, fine, your soul recognizes. If not, I'm not into a big debate about it. I just present my experience and the downloads that I was given. And that's it because I was a musician, man. I wasn't planning to be a spiritualist, not at all. But it happened to me and now I'm helping a lot of people, man. But religious dogma is one of them. There is no hierarchy on the other side. None. Michael, the angel, Michael, Gabriel, all of them are the same as you. God looks and loves you and them the same, no better.

27:33 And everything is God. That's the other thing. Not the bad guy we think is bad. Also the good guy we think is bad. It's all from God. Okay. Last thing, then we're going to wrap up. I promise. Okay. Okay. Yeah. We had a great conversation. Good. Good, Eric. Good. I have loved it. Thank you so much in advance, Dennis. I want to talk just a little bit more about love because you refer to it in a couple of ways. One, your first experience with your mother and how love washed over you. Yes. And how you said it and later it's only, only, only, only about love. That's right. Please take a second to dive deeper into that.

28:15 What is this love? Well, the love on the other side is like a higher love than here because it's unconditional. Now on this side of the veil, we have a, believe it or not, we have conditions with our love. Well, if you do this, I'm going to love you. If you do that, I'm not going to love you. If you say this, I'm going to love you. If you say that, I'm not going to love you. If you think like this, I'm not going to love you. Think like that, I'm going to love you. Okay. On the other side, God loves you like, like no one else has ever loved you. I mean, any downsides, anything, everything you've done, God adores you and loves you.

29:00 I can't even explain that love. It's hard to explain. If I think about it, I almost start to cry because it's just so, I mean, everything that you could ever think of or ever done, God loves you for it. I mean, adores you for it, even if you don't. Tell me also about the feeling itself. What does it feel like to you, Dennis? The closest description that I can come in the physical is that, in my idea, if you were to win a billion dollars in the lottery and you're in Hawaii, you're on the chair and the beach with your Pina Colada, you with the girl of your dreams and everything is perfect and you just hear in the ocean and the sun, the perfect temperature.

29:48 That's how it feels a hundred times that. And does somebody else at my fill a little different? Yeah. Everybody has a different interpretation of it, but it's the same, it's the same source. There's many roads to the mountain, which is God. That's why I say, I'm not here to say, oh, you must believe only my story or you must believe the way my downloads only. I just tell you what I got. That was it. If it resonates with you, fine. But in the end, here's another thing. Now, this is going to blow. Like I said, I got a lot of downloads, man, that were totally opposite. The other download was is that you cannot get this life wrong.

30:32 You can't get it wrong. You know why? Here's one of the reasons. Eric, by you saying you're going to come here and leaving the security and the power on the other side of love from God to come to this earth, you're already a hero. To other souls, you are a hero. You're a daredevil, man. And I mean a good way. You're a daredevil. Okay. And I'm like, oh, man, he actually did it. For us, it's like he's going to the moon. What? Yeah. We all are like that. We're heroes. In that sense, you cannot get it wrong. There's no getting it wrong.

31:14 You come to God. God loves you anyway. He's not even... The review, the life review is for you. It's not for him. How did you feel about that? That's it. I felt this or that, I could have done that better or I would have liked to done that better, but it's you that's going to feel that God loves you. God loves you beyond any kind of love you've ever experienced on the earth. I'm talking about even my mother's love and we were... I love my mother. I adore her, but God's love is we... I'm talking about every hair on your head, every thought you ever had. God loves and adores you, man. That's like... like I said, it's hard to describe.

31:56 Dennis, thank you so much. Appreciate your time today. Hey, it's a pleasure. And like I will say to people, we are in transition. Everything is about vibrations. So make your little... make your list of 10 things and know that as much as you can being on high vibrations will make things work easier and also give you the opportunity to know your higher self better through love. That's it. Thanks again for listening and sharing this podcast. Don't forget to hit the follow or subscribe button and sign up for our newsletter at roundtriptest.com.

32:36 If you want to share your near-death experience or if you have questions or comments about the show, send an email to eric at roundtriptest.com. Until then, I wish you everything good that you're looking for in this life and the next.