Nicole's NDE: "Welcome Back, Welcome To Your Tribe"

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Welcome, welcome to Round Trip Death everybody.

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We have a super special guest today coming to

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us all the way from Greece. Nicole Muse, good

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morning or good evening for you. Hello, hello.

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Gracious day to you, kind sir. Thank you. I love

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the artwork behind you. Are you an artist? Yes,

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I am now. Certainly now after what happened to

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me years ago. I never used to be. I used to be

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someone that would just aimlessly travel around

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the world trying to find direction. Well for

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those that are listening to the audio version,

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sorry you can't see the artwork. hop over to

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YouTube and you can have a great look at it.

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How would you describe that piece of artwork

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and what inspired you? And yes, this is a show

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about near -death experiences and we'll get to

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that very, very quickly, I promise. Well, this

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art piece actually is just my connection to nature.

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It's that for me, nature is everything. I painted

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this piece outside in the middle of an olive

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grove surrounded by 80 olive trees. in northern

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Greece, that's where I live now, surrounded by

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mountains, wild bears, wild wolves. It's absolutely

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beautiful here. It's such untamed, such abundant

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nature that you just want to create here. And

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this piece is just just an organic flow of colours

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of warm yellows and oranges and greens and then

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you have these dots kind of immersed in kind

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of plant -like structures made out of gold and

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it just the expansion of nature is this painting

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and actually this painting is going to go to

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an exhibition in a few days which i'll tell you

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about later it's quite incredible what's been

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happening here but yeah that's it's it's nature

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always inspires me it heals me it gives me growth

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it gives me stability and it gives me spirituality

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i can relate to all of that thank you for sharing

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that All right, I do want to hear about the show

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later and I want to hear about how your NDE changed

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your life. But for now, let's jump right into

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it. Let's go back 10 years. Tell us what was

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going on. I know this was a complication in a

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medical procedure, but let's go from there. That's

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right. Yeah, four months pregnant way back in

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2015. Unfortunately, the birth wasn't going too

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well and I'd lost the baby. So I needed a quick

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medical intervention. I was rushed into the hospital.

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I think it must have been about April, May time.

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They told me, I'm sorry, you've lost the baby.

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We need to really do something fast. So I was

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put on a bed and I was administered anaesthesia.

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And as soon as they did that, within a couple

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of seconds, my heart rate went up. My blood pressure

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went up as well. And that's when the story begins.

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That's when I left my body. from that moment

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on, this reality totally disappeared. I was sucked

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into or immersed into this watery, fluid, blue

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-white light, is all I could say, but it looked

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fluid and watery. And as I entered that, a deep,

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overwhelming, peaceful feeling came over me,

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where I just knew it was almost like As you go

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into this new place, it becomes a very old place

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and all your amnesia disappears and you start

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remembering. You start remembering who you've

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always been. And as I entered this light, this

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blue luminous light, I entered into an amazing

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vast white room. And right in front of me when

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I entered this room were two marble thrones.

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And that, first of all, was quite shocking but

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in the nicest way because I just thought, well,

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where am I? I remember this place. But I wasn't

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quite sure where I was. And on these thrones

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were these two enormous beings. I don't know

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how tall they were but they were enormous giant

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type of beings. They were neither male nor female.

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They had incredibly beautiful big indigo coloured

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eyes. They had feathered hair. So every hair

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follicle was a beautiful feather cascading down

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their shoulders. They had blue skin, humanoid

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faces and torsos, and while they were sitting

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on the thrones, their bottom part of their bodies

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were fish -type tails like mermaid tails. Of

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course it was utterly bizarre, but once you're

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there, you understand that everything is possible.

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You understand your reality. is no longer what

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it was on earth. It's a whole different concept

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of a deeper understanding, a deeper awareness.

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It's nothing related back to your old earthly

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illusionary life. And so there I was and the

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first thing they told me is welcome back, which

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was wonderful and of course, you know, I felt

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immediately I was back home with my eternal tribe.

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It felt like a very, very ancient tribe, these

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beings. Nothing compared to the indigenous tribes

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we have on our earth. Far more ancient, far more

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older and far more peaceful. This felt like an

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interdimensional angelic tribe. They told me

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I wasn't supposed to have children. I accepted

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that because with that knowing all the pain and

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the guilt and the sadness dispersed. And once

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that did, They were showing me lots of different

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things playing out in a fast -forward reel of

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events of times of places Different continents

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countries. Everything was just happening so fast

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I was trying to look at one moment to the next

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moment and that all of this happened really really

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fast and in that moment of seeing all of that

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I was sucked back into my body and I woke up

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next to quite an unpleasant nurse a Viennese

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nurse because this happened in Vienna Austria

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but luckily my husband who's a medical specialist

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doctor was next to me and I woke up and for the

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next 10 minutes this was the most interesting

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part I was speaking to him in a very ancient

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language and this language I think the syllable

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sounded so much like a fusion of car sounding

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words ka but it also had almost dolphin type

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of That sounds strange, but dolphin and whale

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kind of tones. I was almost trying to recalibrate

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back into this earthly language, which was almost

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impossible because I'd just come from this realm,

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back into this very heavy earthly realm, trying

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to recalibrate my physical vessel and my soul

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connection and trying to utter these words. And

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it just didn't make sense. My husband was next

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to me just trying to calm me down. He'd actually

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witnessed this in the last 35 years of his medical

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career He's actually actually heard a very similar

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language spoken to him as well through another

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patient of his and so I was speaking this language

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to him for at least ten minutes and then slowly

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over time the language just dispersed and I was

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more back into myself and I just I was just so

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full of joy all the fear that I had I just had

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this total knowing that The life we lead here

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is an absolute illusionary life based on the

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physical. Everything is physical, everything

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is built on choices here and it's very dense,

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it's very material, so it's a very difficult

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experience living in our earthly incarnations

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here. It's all about learning, experiencing and

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choosing what we want to incorporate into our

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lives every day. So that, in a nutshell, was

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my NDE. And a lot of people I've spoken to, I

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started hearing stories that my story sounds

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very similar to quite a few other people's stories.

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And I started to investigate deeper and deeper.

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I've heard about NDE people going to an otherworldly,

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ocean -type of world. So of course, what did

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I do? Almost 10 years after the day, I felt like

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I needed to research because I still didn't have

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answers. And it only happened about three months

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ago that I finally found out who these two beings

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were. And that, for me, was an incredible journey

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in itself because it started off with me fasting.

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I only started getting the information once I

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started fasting. I'd never fasted in my life.

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I had no idea what fasting was. I didn't realize

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that you do that to get to gain spiritual awareness

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and things start happening in your body. Once

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your body doesn't need to process food anymore

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DMT starts to happen in your mind and you start

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to open up portals within your being and seeing

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different realms, feeling different realms and

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hearing different realms. And that's exactly

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what happened to me after two days of fasting.

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So I started getting insights of who these beings

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were. I went online. And I found out that throughout

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every single civilization and ancient culture

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these beings have been spoken about and painted

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in hieroglyphs from Egypt to South America to

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the Dogon tribe in Mali. And these were also

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written in ancient Sumerian texts. They're called

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the Apkalu and the Apkalu were half -fish humanoid

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beings. and they were the seven guardians of

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the Earth that were sent after the Great Flood.

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So every few, it could be every few hundred years,

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it could be every few thousand years, who knows,

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because our history is completely made up. None

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of it is really true. We just have to tune into

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ourselves to remember who we truly are. And what

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that information taught me and gave me was that

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these beings came to teach humanity how to plant

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again, how to use sound frequencies to heal,

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how to learn about art and painting and these

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beings came to teach humanity all these things

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and of course way beyond these things. So there

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were seven beings called the Apkalu and they

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come from a vast ocean which is called the Abzu

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and the Abzu is the place where all souls come

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from. All souls are birthed from the Apsu, which

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is an eternal ocean of all memories that have

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ever been, that have ever happened. It's like

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a computer hard drive. It contains everything

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that ever was, that ever will be. And that's

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where we come from. And they've said that our

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first birth is from the abso is where our soul

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comes from the waters and our second birth is

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through our mother so we actually come from two

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births so that was quite a breakthrough for me

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I finally understood that and that was a really

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it gave me so much peace to understand that I

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wasn't mad okay Nicole I need to catch up a little

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bit here I need to let our listeners know, first

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of all, generally I've had some kind of a pre

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-interview with everybody. Okay. And we talked

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quite a while. You and I did not have a chance

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to do that. So this is all brand new to me. So

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I'm just, I need a minute to kind of take this

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in because it is really cool and it is different

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than most NDEs that you hear out there. Although

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every NDE is different. Yeah, there's some similarities.

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I know that I've interviewed somebody else that

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talked about going back to a water world, I think,

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how she described it kind of place, but not these

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thrones. These thrones interest me. And you've

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done some painting now. Have you tried painting

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what you saw there? I'm actually working on a

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piece right now. I'm working on those two beings.

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I'm really scared. to paint them. I don't know

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why because you know I'm such a perfectionist

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when it comes to visualizing what I see but can

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my hand paint it? I'm not sure. So I have to

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really take my time. I haven't finished them

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yet so I'm still working on that. So yeah I will

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send you the finished piece. I'll send you an

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email picture of that. Good. I would love to

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see them and we'll post those later. We'll just

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post a picture of you for now unless you have

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them done before this comes out. Well, I have

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painted, I can show you, I have painted the beings,

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I call them, I call it Sirius B, this isn't an

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absolute, this isn't a painting, this is a print

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of my painting, but this is one of the beings

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that I painted, one of the faces. So they were

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blue, blue skin, and then they have this, obviously

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I did it in my own abstract way. because feathers,

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you know, I prefer to always do abstracts, so

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it's more like a million eyes as an aura field

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around this face, this blue face with these incredible

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eyes. And even though they were indigo eyes,

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I kind of made them more kind of, you know, they

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felt almost part animal, a part oceanic animal.

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I can't describe it, because they were, you know,

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their faces were humanoid, but to a point where

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they had different noses to us and I remember

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that because I said to myself I've got to remember

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their faces, I've got to remember everything

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when I come back and of course something like

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that you never forget, you never forget something

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like that. Okay I've got some more questions.

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When you're there and I'm trying to go from chronologically

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here from the beginning, when you're there and

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you're seeing this throne and you're seeing this

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being, these beings, Were you surprised? Were

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you startled when you saw mermaid tails on them?

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You know, when you're there, it almost feels

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like you're you, but your awareness has expanded

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to a point of being nothing like you were here

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on Earth. So you have to understand you instantly

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know everything. So when I was there, it was

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such a relief. It was such an amount of love

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that I cannot say anything touches the amount

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of love that I felt there that I have here. So

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it was such an expanse of love, of awareness,

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of knowing that it surpasses anything here on

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earth. Okay, in a lot of religions here on earth,

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there is theory or doctrine about us human beings

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coming from God. This show, by the way, we keep

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very non -denominational, so we're not pushing

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any religion here. I'm curious, did you feel

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like you came from those beings? I think I possibly

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did. I think it was just like going straight

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to the, they weren't God, but they were, I felt

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they were like the guardians that kind of help

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you through into this world. What is really interesting,

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and I must tell you this, which I found highly

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fascinating is my story's gone quite viral all

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over the world, right up until the New York Post

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and the Daily Mail, the Mirror. It went all over

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the world. And I started to look at my website

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to see what types of people were looking at me

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from which countries. And what really surprised

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me was that the Vatican City were looking at

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my website. Cool. What does that say to you?

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Well, I instantly knew they have information.

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They know something about our true origins. They

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know something about these beings because it's

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been written about in ancient Babylonian and

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Sumerian texts. I found that really interesting.

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So that for me was another understanding of,

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well, trust your intuition and trust your heart

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and understand we don't have all the answers

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beyond this realm. but be open to them to know

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that we are eternal beings and that we certainly

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never die. And they said to you, welcome back.

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Yeah, they said, welcome back. Welcome to your

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tribe. It was like a soul. It was, it wasn't,

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they didn't, they didn't speak. It was like,

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it was like a knowing. It's like when you're

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there, you know stuff. And I've heard a lot of

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NDE people say that you just know stuff much

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more than hear. It was so programmed by. by this

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illusionary world through the media, through

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our governments, through our teachers and our

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parents. It's just, we don't know who the hell

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we are. You know, we're just so, we're like droids

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walking through this life with our eyes, ears

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and mouth closed. But once we're there on the

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other side, all knowing, all information comes

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to us. That's where we're just open for everything.

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And that's where we're, we're just back home

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there. That's just where we are. We're just back

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home. We just realised that this earthly life

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is such a... It's such a short span of moments

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that it's just a holiday, we're just on a long

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holiday here, or sorry, a short holiday here

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and then we leave again. The interesting thing

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after the NDE was my entire life changed after

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that because I became super psychic, which I

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was a little bit before but not to the point

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of knowing people, feeling people and seeing

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things, auras and symbols coming from people

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and things like that. I remember when I would

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meditate in the ocean I started getting the most

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incredible downloads of events and moments and

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times in our very near future happening right

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now actually going right through to 2042 and

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I wrote a book called Terra Infinita downloads

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from the ether some of the stories which I wrote

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back in 2021 have come true already I spoke about

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geometrical shapes entering our realm well those

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are the plasmoids that are now in the last six

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months to a year that have been entering our

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realm that many people have videoed and are on

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TikTok. You just need to put in plasmoids and

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then you'll understand what they are. So the

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stories that I got while meditating in the Greek

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ocean, the Greek sacred waters, somehow gave

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me this information. I was able to listen to

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it. I was able to step out of my ego and just

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into my heart and just be open for the transmission.

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And I think... That doesn't make me special because

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I believe everyone can do that. If we step out

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of our egos and just listen with our hearts,

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like the indigenous tribes do all over the planet,

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then we are able to remember who we truly are.

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We're able to remember the messages, the important

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information in us that will just come to us naturally

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like it always should have. Okay, a couple of

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questions. You've mentioned the word tribes a

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few times, and I'm going to ask you to speculate

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on some of this. Do you think that means that

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everybody here on earth is from this one tribe

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you're talking about, or maybe a bunch of us

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are from a bunch of different kinds of tribes?

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Look, I think that every single one of us is

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a frequency, is a geometrical frequency in vision

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and in sound. It's very difficult to understand

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that, but everything is energy, everything is

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a frequency. So we all come into this world at

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a particular point, our birthday. And that frequency

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is an explosion of light, it's an explosion of

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sound, and it's an explosion of electricity.

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And when we come into this earthly realm, we

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are completely pure, all -knowing, all -being,

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all -loving. That's why we love babies so much,

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they're so pure. And over time, when we enter

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this realm, through our parents, through our

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grandparents, through the rituals we have at

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home and through our schools and universities

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and our jobs and our life and our dramas that

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play out, we slowly lose that magical realm which

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has always been inside of us. We disconnect.

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Not all of us, some of us. The ones that still

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remember are the ones that are connected to the

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intuition, to their hearts, to the all -knowing.

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And they need to trust. God, they need to trust

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this expanse of knowing that's always there around

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all of us. every single moment of our lives while

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we're here, guiding us to synchronicities, to

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people, to places, to things that we will experience

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for the greater good of ourselves. And the moment

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we step out of that back into the ego and disconnect

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from our hearts, we follow the wrong paths, whether

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it's greed or jealousy or dramas playing out

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in our relationships of not trusting him or her,

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or we disengage from... love, we follow the wrong

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paths. And all I can say is the moment you reconnect

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to your higher, most intuitive self, whether

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that's the Christ, Jeshua, whether it's the I

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Am, whether it's the me inside my heart, God,

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the eternal loving force that's always and has

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forever been there, then we will always find

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our way. You mentioned that You felt like we

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were just here on a brief holiday. I tend to

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believe there's more reason that we're here than

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just that. Tell me why I should believe what

00:22:06.369 --> 00:22:08.369
you're thinking, that we're just here on a little

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holiday. Oh, I don't want anyone to believe anything

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I'm saying. I want people just to feel. I think

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all of us are so, so stuck in the mind that we've

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lost the deeper connection of the feeling. And

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so many of us have become totally numb through

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AI, through our phones, that we have no idea

00:22:28.670 --> 00:22:32.650
of feeling anymore. We are so left -brained that

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we've lost contact with our right brain, the

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intuition, the art, the music, that we are so

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divided. That's why we are in a realm that is

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so separated from each other. What is this life?

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This life is about feeling, experiencing. It's

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about seeing. It's about hearing. It's music.

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It's art. It's love -making. It's joy. It's great

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food. It's nourishing. It's nature. But it also

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comes with the chaos, the war. the division of

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cultures, of races, of humanity, its politics,

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its religions. Religions have been so taken over,

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sadly, that so many people are clinging on to

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so many different things that they don't even

00:23:24.950 --> 00:23:27.910
know what's true anymore. In one of my books,

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Oceans of Memories, Guardians of the Waters,

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I write about my NDE and I speak about this whole

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obsession with sacrifice in this realm. And what

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I truly feel and know is that I believe that

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this person named Jeshua, the Christ, he was

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never sacrificed. He came on to live a life and

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created a blood lineage which still exists in

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our world today, but is heavily protected by

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angelic forces. I've always been fascinated with

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the people that can remember the experience of

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going back into their body, because it's described

00:24:07.210 --> 00:24:10.930
to me in a lot of different ways, quite often

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it's almost a violent sort of thing like slam

00:24:13.450 --> 00:24:16.369
back into their body. You use the word sucked

00:24:16.369 --> 00:24:19.369
back into your body. Can you explain what that

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was like? It wasn't pleasant. That's what I remember.

00:24:23.130 --> 00:24:26.450
It was like it's you come just imagine you're

00:24:26.450 --> 00:24:29.509
coming back from understanding everything, who

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you are, why you're here, exactly why you plan

00:24:33.470 --> 00:24:36.650
to come here. And then suddenly you're in this

00:24:36.880 --> 00:24:40.359
heavy body because before you were completely

00:24:40.359 --> 00:24:43.380
free and agile and you're back in this heavy

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body with maybe a few aches and pains or whatever

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it is you feel and it's so depressing. The lights

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around you, the hospital, the colour of the hospital,

00:24:54.740 --> 00:24:58.730
the shape, everything, there's no beauty. almost

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in the architecture in this world. It's also

00:25:02.029 --> 00:25:05.269
left brained and logical. It's just where is

00:25:05.269 --> 00:25:09.150
the artistry in our buildings, in the colours

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we use everywhere. It just doesn't exist unless

00:25:13.009 --> 00:25:15.609
you go to some hippie community and you see beautiful

00:25:15.609 --> 00:25:18.730
artwork on the walls or you go to places in Vienna

00:25:18.730 --> 00:25:21.190
where there's incredible artists that created

00:25:21.190 --> 00:25:25.619
like this beautiful architecture with domes and

00:25:25.619 --> 00:25:29.000
colourful like swirls of buildings. I mean, it

00:25:29.000 --> 00:25:32.079
just doesn't exist in our world and it should.

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It should. Back hundreds of years ago, back in

00:25:35.519 --> 00:25:38.039
the Tartarian times, you know, you can still

00:25:38.039 --> 00:25:40.019
see the architecture, how beautiful it was. And

00:25:40.019 --> 00:25:42.980
we've just evolved over the centuries. We've

00:25:42.980 --> 00:25:46.640
just gone really back. Honestly, I think we're

00:25:46.640 --> 00:25:51.180
going somewhere where if we don't start remembering

00:25:51.180 --> 00:25:55.259
right now who we are, There might be a very critical

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phase in time for all of us. Even though I don't

00:26:00.500 --> 00:26:03.400
want to bring fear into this, each one of us,

00:26:03.599 --> 00:26:06.480
each soul that will listen to this needs to be

00:26:06.480 --> 00:26:09.740
responsible in their awakening right now. You

00:26:09.740 --> 00:26:13.519
need to know exactly what choices you make right

00:26:13.519 --> 00:26:17.599
now, not tomorrow, right now. Are you going to

00:26:17.599 --> 00:26:21.079
be on the spectrum of listening to the illusionary

00:26:21.079 --> 00:26:25.990
world spouting fear? and propaganda and war and

00:26:25.990 --> 00:26:28.289
hate and division and separation and you should

00:26:28.289 --> 00:26:31.369
be on this side or that side of politics or are

00:26:31.369 --> 00:26:34.109
you going to for once stand in your sovereign

00:26:34.109 --> 00:26:37.849
being and be the true warrior that you've always

00:26:37.849 --> 00:26:41.569
been in the light in the loving connection to

00:26:41.569 --> 00:26:47.490
our God source universal love and say I am that

00:26:47.490 --> 00:26:50.910
being who remembers who I am, like the ancient

00:26:50.910 --> 00:26:55.150
tribes have told us again and again, remember

00:26:55.150 --> 00:26:58.650
who you are. All right, let's finish with this

00:26:58.650 --> 00:27:00.529
and I'm going to let you take as much time as

00:27:00.529 --> 00:27:05.230
you need to. I love that you said that you felt

00:27:05.230 --> 00:27:09.029
joy and all the fear was gone and then you've

00:27:09.029 --> 00:27:11.430
talked a little bit about the love that you felt,

00:27:11.430 --> 00:27:14.069
but I want you to go deeper. I want you to really

00:27:14.069 --> 00:27:19.140
explain somehow what you felt. as I was in the

00:27:19.140 --> 00:27:22.039
realm, in that watery realm. Is that what you're

00:27:22.039 --> 00:27:25.819
asking, Eric? Yeah. I have to close my eyes for

00:27:25.819 --> 00:27:27.960
this because then I can connect much deeper.

00:27:28.920 --> 00:27:37.819
It was an absolute feeling of, wow, this whole

00:27:37.819 --> 00:27:42.339
world wasn't real. This was just a moment in

00:27:42.339 --> 00:27:45.619
time that I was Nicole, that I was a female.

00:27:45.839 --> 00:27:49.400
that I lived my life but now I'm back to who

00:27:49.400 --> 00:27:53.160
I've always been and me being a logical person

00:27:53.160 --> 00:27:55.460
who never really believed in all these kind of

00:27:55.460 --> 00:27:58.880
spiritual phenomena stuff it was a huge breakthrough

00:27:58.880 --> 00:28:03.460
because you know only after that experience of

00:28:03.460 --> 00:28:07.740
truly knowing wow There's so much more to this

00:28:07.740 --> 00:28:10.759
life that we've been lied about in this realm.

00:28:11.339 --> 00:28:14.680
This fear of death that is propagated through

00:28:14.680 --> 00:28:18.660
every civilization and culture and immersed ourselves

00:28:18.660 --> 00:28:22.119
of trying to stay young forever and, you know,

00:28:22.400 --> 00:28:26.200
supplements and diet and facelifts and this obsession

00:28:26.200 --> 00:28:29.920
with youth. You know, it's all an illusion. It's

00:28:29.920 --> 00:28:34.150
not real. It's just... making you fear death,

00:28:34.430 --> 00:28:36.789
that's what it is, fear getting older, when actually

00:28:36.789 --> 00:28:41.130
what we need to be doing is celebrating every

00:28:41.130 --> 00:28:44.509
year we're alive. Every year we're alive we need

00:28:44.509 --> 00:28:47.990
to celebrate our life in our naturalness, in

00:28:47.990 --> 00:28:52.970
our sovereignty and walk with our hearts wide

00:28:52.970 --> 00:28:56.099
open. helping one another, loving one another

00:28:56.099 --> 00:28:58.180
and loving ourselves, because in order to love

00:28:58.180 --> 00:29:00.119
other people we need to love ourselves first,

00:29:00.140 --> 00:29:02.640
but not with the ego, with the true sense of

00:29:02.640 --> 00:29:05.720
what love truly means, with the Christ, the I

00:29:05.720 --> 00:29:09.680
Am, with the Jeshua awareness, helping each other.

00:29:10.180 --> 00:29:14.299
And we will come to a time where we will be confronted

00:29:14.299 --> 00:29:19.140
with our biggest fears that will come, and that

00:29:19.140 --> 00:29:22.599
will be the critical moment of what do we choose?

00:29:23.049 --> 00:29:26.650
Do we choose to walk in love or do we choose

00:29:26.650 --> 00:29:29.730
to walk in fear? And I ask all the viewers and

00:29:29.730 --> 00:29:33.349
all the listeners out there You need to be responsible

00:29:33.349 --> 00:29:36.549
now. You're a grown -up. You can't be a child

00:29:36.549 --> 00:29:39.910
anymore You have to be standing in your sovereignty

00:29:39.910 --> 00:29:44.910
now and act like a true adult and that means

00:29:44.910 --> 00:29:51.630
choosing always with your heart Nothing else

00:29:51.630 --> 00:29:56.289
will ever truly free you, I believe. If you can't

00:29:56.289 --> 00:29:58.609
have, if you can't walk with your heart right

00:29:58.609 --> 00:30:02.730
now, I think the path for you ahead will be very,

00:30:03.170 --> 00:30:06.490
very hard. Can you think of anything here in

00:30:06.490 --> 00:30:09.750
life as far as the love that you felt there,

00:30:10.109 --> 00:30:13.789
anything here that comes close to it? Everybody

00:30:13.789 --> 00:30:16.549
has a connection of love in a different way,

00:30:16.549 --> 00:30:18.950
so it's going to be very different for each soul

00:30:18.950 --> 00:30:22.900
out there listening or seeing. For me, the love

00:30:22.900 --> 00:30:27.819
is when I walk slowly onto a beautiful beach

00:30:27.819 --> 00:30:32.619
and the sun is still in the sky and it's a beautiful

00:30:32.619 --> 00:30:34.700
day and there's nobody else on the beach. It's

00:30:34.700 --> 00:30:38.200
one of those beautiful tropical beaches and you're

00:30:38.200 --> 00:30:41.960
slowly walking into the most beautiful aqua waters

00:30:41.960 --> 00:30:46.059
with your feet. And you're just seeing the immense

00:30:46.059 --> 00:30:50.019
beauty of the ocean and the way it sparkles and

00:30:50.019 --> 00:30:53.859
maybe the jungle behind you, the greenness and

00:30:53.859 --> 00:30:57.019
just connecting with the water and with the land

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and with the forests around you. It's that absolute

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joy of, you know, connecting to that water and

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just feeling like a child again, feeling that

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purity within. That's the kind of feeling I see.

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time and time again all over the world. When

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people go to the ocean or rivers or water, there's

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something that pulls us into it and brings out

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that joy within us. All right. If anybody wants

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to reach out to you or get more from you, we'll

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put your website in the show notes. So just scroll

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down and everybody can find it there. Thank you,

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Nicole. I appreciate you being with me today.

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Eric, you were gorgeous. Thank you. Thanks again

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