March 2, 2026

"When You Hear God, There's No Confusion" - Steven's Shared NDE

"When You Hear God, There's No Confusion" - Steven's Shared NDE
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In this powerful episode of the Round Trip Death podcast, host Eric Bennett sits down with Steven La Russa from Reno, Nevada, to discuss one of the most remarkable near-death experience (NDE) accounts you'll ever hear. In fact it was a shared NDE.

In October 2024, Stephen suffered a sudden heart attack with no prior cardiac history while on a trip to Lake Tahoe with his wife Wanda. What followed was a deeply transformative NDE in which Steven blacked out, traveled through darkness into a vast starry space, and neared a white light — all while receiving direct, telepathic messages from God urging him to stop avoiding his spiritual calling and step fully into his life purpose as a healer and coach.

What makes this episode uniquely extraordinary is that Stephen's wife Wanda simultaneously had her own experience — entering her own parallel state of darkness and space while lying beside him. The two communicated telepathically throughout the event, and at the moment Steven was ready to surrender to death, Wanda's voice broke through urging him to keep fighting.

As Steven neared the threshold of the white light, Wanda began speaking aloud in two African languages and one Indian language — languages neither she nor Stephen know — in what appeared to be intercessory prayer or light language. She had no memory of it afterward, describing it as being "taken over by the Spirit," providing Stephen with undeniable proof that the experience was divinely real.

His story is a compelling testament to the reality of the afterlife, the existence of a divine plan, and the transformative power of a near-death experience (NDE) to shatter the false identities that keep us from living the lives our souls came here to live.

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Steven La Russa

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Welcome, welcome to Round Trip Death where we

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have conversations with people who have died,

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experienced a glimpse of the other side, and

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return to talk about it. What can we learn from

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these experiences? How can a belief in the afterlife

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provide hope for your life right now? In this

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episode, imagine having a heart attack, seeing

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the light, and fighting to stay here. What did

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Stephen learn and how did it focus his life on

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his true mission? It's all coming up next. I'd

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like to welcome to the show today Stephen LaRusso

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coming to us from the Reno area. How are you

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Stephen? I'm good Eric. Thank you. Appreciate

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it. Thanks for having me. Well, thank you. We've

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been communicating for a while. I'm so happy

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to finally have you on the show and to hear your

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whole story. And I'm just going to give people

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kind of a heads up. This one's going to be unusual.

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I shouldn't say that because I say that all the

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time, which makes them usual. But we don't very

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often talk about something that would be known

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as a shared near death experience. We've talked

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about shared death. We've talked about near -death

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experiences all the time. Combining the two is

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going to be kind of fun. So that's the direction

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we're going to go today. But before we jump into

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it, Stephen, if you wouldn't mind, just tell

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us a little bit about you so we can get to know

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you. Yes. Well, thank you, Eric. My name is Steve

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LaRusso. I'm a what they call a master spiritual

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coach. I like to call myself a conscious coach.

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And my story is pretty basic up until a few years

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ago, you know, honestly. I spent a big deal of

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my life working in the manufacturing field. I

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worked for Toyota and GM for about 14 years in

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Northern California. Married, have a son, you

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know, dabbled in some real estate and whatnot

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and having residential properties and then commercial

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real estate. Moved to the Reno area not too long

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ago to be closer to family. My wife and I and

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son did a stint in Dallas for about seven or

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eight years, but we're originally from the California

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Bay area. So we're back closer to family here

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in Reno. And like I said, up until about four

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or five years ago, that's when things really

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started to get turned upside down for me. Give

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us a little idea of what was going on with your

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health that led up to this event. Well, it's

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funny because there was nothing is going. on

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with my health leading up to the near -death

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experience. I had never had any chest pains,

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you know, because that's what happened during

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my NDE. It was an onslaught of a heart attack.

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I had never had any prior symptoms of a heart

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attack or pain like that, and I haven't had any

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since. So I know that this event was purely a

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spiritual event, not a medical or physical one.

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Wow. And you're not old enough to have a heart

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attack anyway. Well, I'm 54. So I mean, I guess

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I qualify Okay So how long ago was this and and

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just jump in with what happened to you? This

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was in October of 2024 so Basically make long

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story short, you know with a lot of NDE's from

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my experience What I've researched and know is

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that a lot of NDE's start a spiritual awakening

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and they start the onslaught of a shift in consciousness.

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Mine was a little different. I had already gone

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through a spiritual awakening, what they call

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dark night of the soul and whatnot, and made

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that shift. My NDE was basically brought on through

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limiting myself, fear. After I got my certificate

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to become a master spiritual coach and studied

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quantum physics and people like Dolores Cannon

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and Brian Wise and Michael Dudin and spiritual

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leaders and whatnot, I was basically told, okay,

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Steve, it's time for you to get out there and...

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do what you're supposed to do. You can't hide

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behind a computer and a book shirt the rest of

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your life. It's time. You know, a lot of times

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we don't step into our calling. We have fear.

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So I start to have fear and doubt and wondering,

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can I do it? And it seems like a big burden.

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And how do I navigate this? My wife and I, let's

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skip forward, my wife and I took a trip to Tahoe

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to kind of reconnect spiritually, go to the beach,

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do some grounding, meditation, whatnot. It started

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in our hotel room. It was about seven or so,

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eight at night. We were talking, we were coherent,

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we weren't asleep. It wasn't middle of the night

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type thing. The TV was playing in the background.

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I was laying on my back on the bed. She was standing

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near the bed. That's when I began to get severe

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pain, sharpshooting pain right here on the side

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of my neck, going down through my arm and going

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into my chest. My breathing started to pick up.

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My heart... I could feel it like it was going

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to pound through my chest or explode. I was beginning

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to have problems breathing and whatnot. So I

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turned to my wife at this time and told her that

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I'm having a heart attack. I think I'm dying.

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And her response threw me off guard because she

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was standing there. And she began to lay on the

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bed next to me on her back. So in my mind, I'm

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thinking. Why doesn't she call a 9 -1 -1 or why

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does she call them the paramedics? She just she

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didn't behave Like I thought anybody would in

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this situation later on after the event We talked

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we kind of put the piece of the puzzle together

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and it made sense. So I'm laying on the bed She's

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laying on the bed holding my or holding each

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other's arms hands were interlocked like this

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You know with a fist clutching each other like

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this the pain intensifies. I start to black out

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I go into complete blackness that blackness transcends

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into space and stars and in the distance I'm

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seeing a white light and you know I like I said

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I'd already been through my transformation I

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did a lot of study and a lot of reading on near

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-death experiences so I was familiar with what

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this was just because I was immersed in it so

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as this white light is approaching getting closer

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the first time I heard the voice in my head which

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was which was God was it's saying you've wasted

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enough time and I'm telling you when you when

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you when you know, you're calling a purpose and

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you hear God the universe the light the creator

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However, you define it source say that to you.

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You really you really start evaluating yourself

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So I begin praying to God asking for another

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chance, you know, God, please don't do this.

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I'm gonna fulfill it. I mean really Begging for

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my life. I can hear my wife. Here's here's the

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crazy part But you know logic doesn't apply when

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you're talking about the spirit realm and how

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it operates. It doesn't you know our logic can't

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comprehend these things. I start hearing her

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voice in my head telepathically. I can hear her

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talking to me, and I'm talking to her. She can

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hear me praying in my head to God. Like I said,

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I was out in space. I was in pain. I was convulsing.

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I was trembling. So I'm praying to God. I'm constantly

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going closer to the light. As I go closer to

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the light, I can feel my life force being drained.

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I can feel my soul weakening. I can feel myself

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Pulling away from this reality. Okay dying basically

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I have some interactions with God begging me

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begging basically There was one point where God

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said to me all this wisdom that I've given you

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and this is what you're doing with it which was

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actually nothing because I was running from my

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calling we had we had that exchange I I was getting

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closer. My wife had later told me after we talked

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about it that she too was in space She felt herself

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transcending. She was in darkness in space. Also.

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She said I didn't see the light but she said

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I was there with you. I was actually there experiencing

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it with you. And I know that doesn't make sense,

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but a lot of things in the spirit realm don't,

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believe me. So we're talking everything. We're

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communicating telepathically. I'm begging God,

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continuously approaching the light getting weaker.

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There was a point where I said, okay, I'm just

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gonna give up. I'm just gonna give in. Maybe

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it's my time. So I basically told myself, okay,

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let me just release. As soon as I told myself...

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that in my head. My wife says to me telepathically,

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Steve, don't give up. Keep fighting. Fight, fight,

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fight. Don't give up. That gave me a second wind.

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It continued. I have no idea how long this went

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on. Time is not a concept or a reality in the

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spirit realm, not the way we look at it. Towards

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the end, as I'm on the brink of the white light,

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I literally feel like I'm 90 % gone. I say this

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and I don't even know why I said it. It doesn't

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even make sense. But I said, Wanda, help me.

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my wife. I said, Wanda, help me. At that moment,

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she sat up in the bed. Now at this point, this

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was audible. She starts speaking in tongues or

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light language. We have a Christian background.

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They used to call it tongues, light language.

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So I vaguely hear this, and it didn't surprise

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me because I've heard her do that a couple of

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times in the past. So as I'm still in the spirit

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realm, begging for my life for God, God says

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to me, Stephen, in my head says, Stephen, be

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quiet. and listen to your wife. He wanted me,

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what I realized afterwards, that he wanted me

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to be witness to what was about to happen. So

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instantly then, I got some awareness back, I

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got some calm back, and I looked over to the

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right. And at that moment, she started speaking

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in other languages. She spoke in two African

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languages, and then she spoke in an Indian language.

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Now, you know, I don't know how to speak Italian.

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or Spanish, but you know it when you hear it.

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So I knew what the languages were, but I obviously

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didn't decipher. I assumed it was praying, obviously,

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considering the situation. As she starts to speak

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in these other languages, that's when my awareness

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is brought back. That's when I'm brought back

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from the spirit realm and encountering the light

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and being in that state, and I'm brought back

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into the physical. That's when I got up, did

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a bunch of pacing. I looked over at my wife.

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She was there with this daze on her face, like

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she was asleep with her eyes open, just like...

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So I didn't want to say anything to her. I didn't

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know what she was going through I I I tried to

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remain calm and afterwards when she snapped out

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of it She didn't remember that she spoke in these

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languages. She didn't remember it first It took

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it it took it a while for her to be able to recollect

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it to figure it out And I asked her what I said,

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what were you saying? She says I have no idea

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what I was saying I don't speak those languages.

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She said it wasn't even me talking. It wasn't

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me I was like I was taken over by the spirit

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or God. It wasn't me so I'm still, you know,

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because it wasn't that long ago. I'm still processing

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it and I'm still dealing with it. But yeah, that

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was my experience in a nutshell. Okay. Let's

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dig into some of this. If you don't mind, I love

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to ask questions and just learn more that way.

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I'm not sure where to jump in, except, well,

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one of the first things that came to mind as

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you were telling this is going to the light.

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It seems like that's very common and almost a

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cliche kind of thing. But actually, I mean, I've

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interviewed hundreds of people and it's not as

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common as you would think. It happens. It's certainly

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not even half of NDEs, not even close. I don't

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know what the percentage is. And most people

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feel so drawn to it. that I think it's interesting

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and unusual that you felt almost like, no, no,

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no, no, no, I don't want to go. I don't want

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to die yet. That kind of thing. Is that how you

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were feeling? And can you explain that a little

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more? Yes. The reason behind that wasn't because,

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you know, I was scared of death or any way or

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what's going to happen after this trend, you

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know, we transcend this lifetime, nothing like

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that. For me, it was the the notion of not completing.

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What i'm supposed to do here. That's why I didn't

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I didn't I wasn't ready to die knowing now what

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my mission was and what i'm supposed to do and

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I wasn't ready to leave for that reason not because

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I was Scared of death or any anything like that.

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So for me it was okay. This near -death experience

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is about me Running from my path purpose my calling

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what I chose or what I chose to do before I came

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here or what? God assigned me however, we look

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at it and for me it was like I didn't want to

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live with myself if this makes sense. This was

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my thought. I didn't want to live with myself

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knowing that I hadn't completed that and go back

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to the spirit realm and have to face whatever.

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I knew I had to stay here and try to finish this

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or do what I'm supposed to do. So you were taught

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a very clear lesson and given a very clear mission

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that you sort of already knew, right? and it

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was, hey, go back and do what you've already

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been told what to do kind of thing. Everybody

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has something to learn from their NDE's. These

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aren't just for entertainment purposes. Yours

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was super clear, it sounds like. I want to learn

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a little bit more about your interaction with

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this voice. Was it difficult to know immediately

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that this was God talking or was it so clear

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you're not mistaken? hear God talk, I'll speak

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for me. There's no confusion or distortion. So

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for me, it was crystal clear that it was God,

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and it was crystal clear why I was going through

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it. Yeah, I had someone ask me an interesting

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question once, and I love interesting questions

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because I love to challenge myself. I believe

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anything and everything is possible, and I believe

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that we have to stay unlimited in order to connect

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to an unlimited realm and source. He asked me,

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he said, well, do you think that was your higher

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self speaking to you, expressing guilt for not

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doing or getting off track of what you're supposed

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to do? And I never thought about that. And I

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said, well, actually, no. And the reason why

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is because not only did I hear the voice, my

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wife heard the voice. My wife and I spoke telepathically.

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My wife spoke in different languages. My higher

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self can't accomplish those things. Those were

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acts of God, not my higher self. So for those

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reasons... It's a good question, I told him,

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but it wasn't my higher self because of those

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reasons, those events that happened. I agree

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with you on that. And God didn't have to do some

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kind of introduction. Hey Steve. No. This is

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God. Right. And I'm sorry, I don't mean to make,

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I don't mean to make light of it, but... No.

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But when God, when I heard God in my, telepathically

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or in my head, however you want to describe it,

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heard my wife also and you know Eric this is

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not something easy to explain it's not something

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to go through every day but I can you could tell

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who's who and you just know and I completely

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agree with you that that wasn't just you or some

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kind of higher self of you was there anything

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else that he said or communicated think of detail

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here here here's what here's exactly what happened

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he said he said three things to me And he said

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two things to my wife Okay, one of which I left

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out. There's a lot to the story But the first

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thing he said to me when it on the onslaught

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he said you've wasted too. You've wasted enough

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time That's what he said That's what I heard.

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You've wasted enough time later on. I don't know

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I have no idea how long this ordeal went on.

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Like I said, he said all this information You've

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been given and this is what you do with it And

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and and I have it, you know a lot of information

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all this the spiritual text and studying quantum

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physics and you know You're getting my certificates

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to be a master coach and learning the universal

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laws of oneness and Bob all that stuff You're

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basically saying you've got information that

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a lot of people are privy to and this is what

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you're doing with it which was actually nothing

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the third time is when he told me Stephen be

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quiet and Listen to your wife when when she began

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speaking in the languages and tongues and whatnot.

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So those were the three times I heard his voice.

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My wife heard the voice twice. Once where she

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was told to lay down and get in position because

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if she wasn't told that and God didn't have her

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under a calm to be able to lay down and go get

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into the position for the event to experience

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this, she would have been on the phone with 911.

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Paramedics would have been there in two or three

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minutes and that would have interrupted the event.

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So that's what I learned later on was the purpose

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of that. God didn't want this event interrupted

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by her calling 9 -1 -1 So he told her to lay

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down the second time. There was a point during

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this Where God said to her and it's interesting.

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Here's the interesting thing. I Could hear my

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wife telepathically. I could hear God telepathically,

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but my wife Wasn't allowed to hear what God was

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saying to me and I couldn't hear what God was

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saying with her what was said to her By God was

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for her. I never heard it what god said to me

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my wife didn't hear it if that that makes sense,

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so God said to her one lay down get in position

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and two there was a time During it where he said

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to her and why should I leave you here? And she

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said once again telepathically she said jordan,

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which is our son You know, and she said that

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she said those are only two times. I heard the

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voice during during the uh event Want to know

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what you were feeling what kind of emotions were

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going through you as you're hearing this? Hearing

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you mean my wife speak or the voice or God's

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God's voice hearing hearing God speak to you.

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What did it make you feel I felt I actually That's

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a good question. I actually felt disappointed

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in myself. It wasn't a thing or where God was

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judging or God was disappointed and you better

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do this or else My disappointment was in myself

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for doubting everything I had been through, kind

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of like my spiritual awakening, my dark night

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of the soul, doubting my purpose and letting

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that fear and that that limitation creep in,

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which keeps so many people disconnected from

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who they are and their purpose. Am I good enough?

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What do I know? What are people worried about?

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What people are going to think worried about?

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This is too much of a burden. All right. There's

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no way I can do this. Convince talking myself

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out of it. And God wanted to show that you are

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supported. This is your calling to me. I'm putting

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you through this so you can know and understand

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this. I didn't feel forced. It wasn't a do it

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or else. You're going to hell or you better do

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it or else. You are supported. You are enough.

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I'm giving you this to get over those limited

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feelings, thoughts, and emotions and perspectives

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that are keeping you trapped. How you choose

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to go on and do from here is still up to you,

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basically. Most people, when they have an experience

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with God in this realm, feel an intense love.

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Love that they just really have a hard time explaining

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Your sounds like you had a little bit of a different

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kind of experience When he's pointing out these

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things that you should have been doing Were you

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feeling some kind of guilt shame or was it in

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such a loving way? That it came through a lot

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better than maybe a parent putting you down for

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making a mistake You know what? I I got some

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Answered this question before and I got a little

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flack off of this answer But you know, I'm gonna

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describe this the best way I can just be honest.

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Don't be honest. Don't worry about flat No, no,

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no, right. No, everybody goes through their experience

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for their reason for their path of purpose what

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they need to realize what they need to come into

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maybe something they need to transcend loops

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we need to break things we need to learn so for

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me and I'll say this real quick About six or

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seven months prior. I had an out -of -body experience.

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It wasn't a near -death experience It wasn't

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a dream was out -of -body experience where I

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saw I was in the light, but it was totally different

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That's why I felt the euphoria the love the love

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was so intense. It was so strong And it had me

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in in the fetal position crying Like it was the

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end of the world or something. I mean, you know

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and and when I went through that It was so intense

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I had to ask god to ease up on it because I couldn't

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take it and as soon as I said that it subsided.

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So I went through that feeling before, prior

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to the NDE. During this NDE, I didn't feel any

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of that again. I didn't feel, and I kind of said

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it the way, but I have to explain it. I didn't

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feel that love. I felt it at a different time.

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This wasn't about feeling God's love. For me,

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it was about getting over limited thoughts, perceptions,

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and beliefs that I had that was keeping me from

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stepping into my purpose. So it was it was I'll

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describe it kind of like I have this funny little

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thing. I describe it as a spiritual spanking

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You know what I mean? And god's saying look you

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are enough. You are supported like we all are

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there's nothing special about me We're all enough

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and we're all supported for whatever we're here

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to do So I I took it as a parent Coming in the

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room like a father. I love you, but you need

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this Just when I think i've heard it all you

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say spiritual spanking Right. Come on That's

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what it felt like. That's what it felt like.

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That's awesome. All right. You've had time to

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think about this. It's been what roughly a year

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and a half since this happened. I don't totally

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understand the whole speaking in different languages.

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Why do you think your wife was doing that? How

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and why? How was obviously a God. the universe

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that that that that that allowed her to it or

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put that spirit into it to allow her now the

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why I've wondered about that and Here's here's

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my thought on that because I always I'm a logical

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thinker. I Believe that when he told me Stephen

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be quiet and listen to your wife That's when

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it happened to me. I feel that he wanted to give

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some proof that this Event this situation is

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real I was given all my awareness back as soon

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as he said, Steven, be quiet, listen to your

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wife. I was able to focus on her and I guess

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he wanted me to hear that so I wouldn't doubt

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it. Cause you know, a lot of people have NDEs,

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outer body experience or experiences, astral

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projections, and they doubt it. Oh, maybe, maybe

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I was a dream. Maybe I was hallucinating. Oh,

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that couldn't be real. For me, he wanted to leave

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no doubt. That's what I was thinking. So that

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was how you knew that. Did you have any understanding

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of what she was saying? No, no, because like

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I said, my wife and I have been married 25 years.

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The only language we know is English. So how

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she was able to speak in two African languages

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and speak in an Indian language, we know it wasn't

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her, because she doesn't have that ability. Only

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thing I can assume, because neither one of us

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knew what she was saying, is that she was praying.

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Now, what the exact words were, I don't know,

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but I assume it was definitely some kind of prayer,

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because she was speaking and she also did some

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chanting also. Did you hear about this speaking

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in tongues from time to time? And just me personally,

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and you were talking about blowback a minute

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ago, I'm going to get some right now. It doesn't

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make sense to me that someone would speak in

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tongues if someone else can't interpret what

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is being said. Right. Right. I don't see the

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point unless that half of the equation happens.

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Anyway, but I'm not I'm not disparaging in any

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way shape or form what happened This is just

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me personally something I don't get and and that's

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okay Well, you know, I'll say this real quick

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quote unquote the question the Christian definition

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or reason for this and I'm not saying it's true

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I'm just just saying what they say because I

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was in the Christian church pretty heavily Speaking

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in tongues is is quote unquote allowed by God

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So that the devil Doesn't hear your prayers now.

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That's not something I believe That's that's

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the christian way of thinking if you believe

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that fine. That's just not my personal belief.

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I I believe For this incident and I don't know

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if it's every that she was allowed to To do this

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to kind of showed me that this is not her this

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is of god and this is real You know, especially

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not so much the tongues, but especially the speaking

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in other languages. You know what I mean? So

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like I tell my clients Sometimes we can't figure

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out there's all these mysteries and theories

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and principles Spiritual principles that we all

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argue and debate over try to figure out and some

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things we just have to be okay with the unknown

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Sometimes I realize we don't have answers for

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everything necessarily. We have theories and

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thoughts and beliefs Yeah, it's part of living

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by faith. We don't get all the answers. It's

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okay. No, no All right. Let's shift gears You

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mentioned quantum physics early on I want to

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hear how this all fits in with quantum physics

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Well, you know, it's it's just the it's just

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for me is studying the fact how science is starting

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to catch up with spirituality and principles

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and theories that used to be looked at as impossible

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and go against the law of physics or gravity

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or or or whatnot that are just Becoming real

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the fact that everything is connected the fact

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that everything You know, you can separate two

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molecules and do something to one and it affects

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the other after they've been separated. Stuff

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like that. And the biggest thing to me about

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it is showing the connectivity that every living

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thing has in how it's connected. How water, when

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they play certain music for water, it makes these

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beautiful patterns, the vibrations, you know,

00:25:24.339 --> 00:25:27.019
bring out the best of the water, high vibrational

00:25:27.019 --> 00:25:29.140
feelings and emotions out the water. And when

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you play something dreadful, or consider a lower

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vibration frequency, the water splits and becomes

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ugly and disformed. So, you know, those little

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things right there that they're starting to see

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that scientific evidence of, science is catching

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up to spiritual theories that were known to philosophers

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thousands of years ago. What else did you learn

00:25:53.380 --> 00:25:57.660
from all of this? You know, learning that we're

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not separate. Learning how limited beliefs and

00:26:02.930 --> 00:26:05.549
perceptions keep us hindered keep us keep us

00:26:05.549 --> 00:26:09.549
blocked realizing that For me for 50 years I

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was under a false identity of thinking some thinking

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I was someone that I wasn't in Realizing it wasn't

00:26:15.210 --> 00:26:17.950
me doing it for all the wrong reasons We go with

00:26:17.950 --> 00:26:19.630
the programming and the constructs because we

00:26:19.630 --> 00:26:21.630
don't want to be looked at as different or crazy

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or wrong Or be judged and we need people's approval

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all of these things that keep up static And they

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block and hinder our ability to connect and get

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all these answers that everybody everybody wants

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And a lot of people are doing thing doing thing

00:26:35.819 --> 00:26:38.519
consciously and especially unconsciously That

00:26:38.519 --> 00:26:41.420
they don't even realize Is hindering their connection

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a lot of people look for all these outside sources

00:26:43.799 --> 00:26:46.180
in order to connect and get aligned and get it

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tuned I'm going to go i'm going to go to a yoga

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class. I'm going to go earthing I'm going to

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look at the stars. I'm going to go to a sound

00:26:52.359 --> 00:26:55.079
bath All that stuff is great and I do it all

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but until you deal with The external thoughts

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feelings emotions perceptions and limited beliefs

00:27:02.000 --> 00:27:04.880
that are hindering you You can go into a crystal

00:27:04.880 --> 00:27:07.279
shop and buy every crystal but you're still gonna

00:27:07.279 --> 00:27:10.259
have that static when it comes to Connect and

00:27:10.259 --> 00:27:13.119
get in tune and get get a line with one your

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authenticity and who you are And I believe that's

00:27:15.180 --> 00:27:16.819
a big reason why people can't connect to the

00:27:16.819 --> 00:27:19.380
universe because you're not truly connected to

00:27:19.380 --> 00:27:23.440
yourself first Did your NDE change how much fear

00:27:23.440 --> 00:27:28.220
of death you have? No It didn't it didn't and

00:27:28.220 --> 00:27:30.720
the main reason or the main thing that I got

00:27:30.720 --> 00:27:32.440
out of the NDE and the main thing that Changed

00:27:32.440 --> 00:27:37.019
about me was the limited beliefs Fear that I'm

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not enough Fear that you know, I won't be listened

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to or taken serious or fear about what people

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think It doesn't matter and I had to realize

00:27:45.420 --> 00:27:48.279
for a long time after the NDE. I was very ultra

00:27:48.279 --> 00:27:50.559
serious I wouldn't have fun. Everything was business.

00:27:50.700 --> 00:27:53.519
Okay, I got to do this. I was really tense. Okay

00:27:53.690 --> 00:27:55.970
You know, I got to do blah blah blah. And then

00:27:55.970 --> 00:27:59.250
God told me no Steve. This is have fun Relax,

00:27:59.890 --> 00:28:01.910
don't worry about trying to save everybody. Don't

00:28:01.910 --> 00:28:04.490
worry about trying to say the right things Be

00:28:04.490 --> 00:28:06.170
within your authenticity those who are meant

00:28:06.170 --> 00:28:08.289
to resonate with it and get it They will those

00:28:08.289 --> 00:28:10.730
that weren't aren't it's okay. They may resonate

00:28:10.730 --> 00:28:13.130
with someone else's message They may not be able

00:28:13.130 --> 00:28:15.910
to resonate with this message at all And so for

00:28:15.910 --> 00:28:18.789
me it was learning that you are enough which

00:28:18.789 --> 00:28:21.029
we are all are and we're all supported which

00:28:21.029 --> 00:28:23.650
we all are We all have a mission and purpose,

00:28:23.710 --> 00:28:27.630
which we all do, and no mission or purpose is

00:28:27.630 --> 00:28:29.910
bigger, better, or more significant than the

00:28:29.910 --> 00:28:31.710
other, even though it may look like that to us,

00:28:31.710 --> 00:28:33.710
because that's how we perceive things. It all

00:28:33.710 --> 00:28:35.549
has a place within the collective, within the

00:28:35.549 --> 00:28:38.470
universe. That was very well said. Thank you.

00:28:38.809 --> 00:28:40.589
If anybody wants to get a hold of you, how do

00:28:40.589 --> 00:28:43.289
they do that? Yes, they can get a hold of me

00:28:43.289 --> 00:28:46.670
through my website, spiritualalignmentsl .com.

00:28:46.730 --> 00:28:49.009
So spiritual alignment is in my initials, sl

00:28:49.009 --> 00:28:52.940
.com. You can see some more about my story, read

00:28:52.940 --> 00:28:55.119
more about what I do and how I help people and

00:28:55.119 --> 00:28:57.480
how I work with people, and send me an email

00:28:57.480 --> 00:28:59.839
if it resonates with you. I'd love to talk to

00:28:59.839 --> 00:29:03.160
you. All right. And the last thing, and that

00:29:03.160 --> 00:29:05.740
is we love to leave people with some kind of

00:29:05.740 --> 00:29:08.579
message of hope here. And you've learned a lot

00:29:08.579 --> 00:29:11.359
from all of this, I can tell, and it's changed

00:29:11.359 --> 00:29:14.380
your life. And for someone else that maybe is

00:29:14.380 --> 00:29:17.839
struggling with that, or struggling with, you

00:29:17.839 --> 00:29:20.259
know, feeling some kind of loss or grief or something

00:29:20.259 --> 00:29:23.059
else at this point in their life. What kind of

00:29:23.059 --> 00:29:26.140
message of hope do you have for them? Well, anybody

00:29:26.140 --> 00:29:30.759
that's feeling lost or unfulfilled or maybe having

00:29:30.759 --> 00:29:33.779
grief for whatever reason, it's important to

00:29:33.779 --> 00:29:38.400
understand that you are enough. You have a purpose.

00:29:38.700 --> 00:29:41.279
No matter how small or insignificant you may

00:29:41.279 --> 00:29:43.880
think your life or situations are, they matter.

00:29:44.109 --> 00:29:46.650
But if you're feeling lost and unfulfilled, especially,

00:29:47.250 --> 00:29:48.769
and you're hearing that voice that something's

00:29:48.769 --> 00:29:51.990
not right, don't doubt it. Don't ignore it. That's

00:29:51.990 --> 00:29:54.210
your soul knocking on the door. Give yourself

00:29:54.210 --> 00:29:56.829
permission to get out of that box that we are

00:29:56.829 --> 00:30:01.450
often put in by society, by religion, by friends,

00:30:01.569 --> 00:30:05.130
by family, by parents that form us into who we

00:30:05.130 --> 00:30:08.130
are. Challenge your perspective. Stay unlimited.

00:30:08.990 --> 00:30:12.170
Listen. Learn. Don't ever think you have it all

00:30:12.170 --> 00:30:14.079
figured out. Don't believe everything you think

00:30:14.079 --> 00:30:16.700
and realize that it's okay to let go of this

00:30:16.700 --> 00:30:19.099
version of who you are Don't fear letting go

00:30:19.099 --> 00:30:21.660
because if you let that go That's when the universe

00:30:21.660 --> 00:30:24.460
can open up and give you and that's when you

00:30:24.460 --> 00:30:26.900
can receive what's meant for you and be mindful

00:30:26.900 --> 00:30:29.180
You're gonna lose some people. You're gonna lose

00:30:29.180 --> 00:30:31.779
some relationships. Some things are gonna change

00:30:31.779 --> 00:30:35.619
be Okay with releasing it because if those relationships

00:30:35.619 --> 00:30:39.279
and those people Fall to the wayside. They weren't

00:30:39.279 --> 00:30:41.700
meant to go with you and be a part of your new

00:30:41.700 --> 00:30:43.750
vibration in your new life, because everybody's

00:30:43.750 --> 00:30:47.390
not going to respect your newfound authenticity

00:30:47.390 --> 00:30:50.170
or your newfound boundaries. So it's important

00:30:50.170 --> 00:30:53.289
to realize all that and be conscious of all that.

00:30:53.470 --> 00:30:55.309
And that was a lot of things that I wish that

00:30:55.309 --> 00:30:57.109
I knew when I was going through this transformation

00:30:57.109 --> 00:31:00.109
and shift. Stephen, thank you. I appreciate you

00:31:00.109 --> 00:31:03.210
opening up and being so frank and candid with

00:31:03.210 --> 00:31:05.470
us and the things we've been able to learn from

00:31:05.470 --> 00:31:08.589
you. Appreciate your time. Thank you, Eric. I

00:31:08.589 --> 00:31:12.380
appreciate it. Thanks again for listening and

00:31:12.380 --> 00:31:14.759
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