Tammy is "Freaked Out" by NDE (Near Death Experience)
In this episode of Round Trip Death, host Eric Bennett, sits down with Tammy Cheney, a lifelong traveler whose path was profoundly altered by a near-death–like (NDE) experience following a head injury. Tammy shares how a series of spiritual awakenings culminated in an instantaneous transport to what she describes as “home”—a realm more real than physical life, permeated by unconditional love, vivid colors, soundless tones, and living light.
Guided by two silent, luminous beings, Tammy's NDE takes her to an otherworldly landscape where flowers always face the observer, scents blend into a single transcendent fragrance, and love exists as the very fabric of reality. Her NDE journey deepens when she encounters countless light beings and a vast, sun-like presence she instinctively recognizes as God. The moment she expresses her desire to return and tell others, she finds herself back in her body.
The NDE experience leaves Tammy temporarily unable to speak, profoundly transformed, and driven to share what she witnessed—at great personal cost. Though misunderstood by those around her, Tammy emerges with a complete absence of fear of death and an unshakable certainty that physical life is temporary. This conversation explores the nature of consciousness, the illusion of death, and how a single encounter with unconditional love can irrevocably change a life.
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Since the dawn of time, man's deepest questions
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have revolved around the reality of an afterlife.
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Of course, there's never been a way to know until
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now. Witnesses of the world beyond, hope in a
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better existence, overwhelming, unconditional
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love, real people, real experiences and a glimpse
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into the eternities. This is Round Trip Death.
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I am super happy to welcome to the show today
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Tammy Chaney. Tammy, how are you? Very good,
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thank you. It's a good day today. It's a fantastic
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day. And we were just chatting about all your
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travels. And one thing that I love to do before
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we talk about somebody's near -death experiences
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is to get to know them just a little bit. So
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if you wouldn't mind taking one minute and tell
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us a little bit about, well, whatever you feel
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like so we can get to know you. But I think the
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traveling is really interesting. OK, so I've
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been traveling. Well, it's 11 years in February.
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This year will be 11 years. I'm originally from
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Southwest Florida, Naples, Fort Myers area, born
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on the East Coast of Florida. I just came to
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a place where, see my issue was as I kept moving
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from place to place to place because I needed
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to change my scenery. So when I went on the road
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and I started traveling and my scenery was changing
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all the time, I felt like I felt peace for the
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first time ever in my life. So that became my
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life and I've traveled all over the United States,
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pretty much every state except I think there's
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about four or five states, the upper like North
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Dakota, South Dakota, Michigan, all that upper
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area I have not done yet. But other than that,
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I've done them all and I've done them all multiple
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times, multiple, multiple times. What are a couple
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of your favorites? Well, Colorado is by far my
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favorite state. Arizona, where I'm at now, I'm
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in Phoenix. Phoenix isn't where I love in Arizona.
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Flagstaff or Lake Havasu or Sedona. I love those
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areas of Arizona. So Arizona is definitely my
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second favorite and then New Mexico. So I love
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the West and I love that whole duo of all three
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of those states together. Many states are beautiful.
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It's just just something about the energy is
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the only way I can describe it for New Mexico
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Arizona and Colorado. The energy is just it's
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off the charts Okay, well we're gonna jump right
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into some of your experiences and I don't mind
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warning the audience We're gonna be all over
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the place today. This isn't gonna go necessarily
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exactly chronologically But why don't you jump
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in and tell us what happened with your head injury
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and we'll kind of go from there Okay, so so that
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was my near -death like experience. It's exactly
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like a near -death I was living in a home that
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was for Women that were pregnant that had had
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some sort of injury you know, regardless of how
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it came and they needed to be in a place that
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was like a protective home, I guess you could
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say. At that time, I started going to church
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because it was a church -based home, and so I
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started going to church for pretty much the first
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time in my life. I did go to Sunday school here
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and there when I was a kid because a bus would
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come and pick us up, but the only thing I remember
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about that was the juice and the snacks that
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they would give us. And so actually going to
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church and now at this time I'm 24 years old,
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I'm pregnant and I have a almost three year old
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son at that time. I go to this church and after
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about the third time going there, I had an experience
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which was, I don't know, I think people call
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it like a Kundalini awakening. All I know is
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my eyes couldn't see clearly is the only way
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I can describe it metaphorically speaking and
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when I went through this experience and I can
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go into detail if you want but when I had this
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experience I all of a sudden could see everything
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crystal clear completely different from the way
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that I was seen and I mean like the people around
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me the world like everything in the world that
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experience in itself had already it was a full
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-blown I was completely a different person at
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that time. So exactly two weeks later after that
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experience. Now I'm going to go back just a little
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tiny bit before I tell about this experience.
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I had a head injury. Where I was blacking out
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for about 10 seconds every day like throughout
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the day Because of my head injury and and it
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would just be I would be out for 10 seconds And
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I'd come back to and how the neurologist said
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this to me is he said I was having non epileptic
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seizures and what happens is the brain shuts
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down just for seconds and then Reboots back online.
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I guess that's what a non epileptic seizure is
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So I'm not sure if that's what happened but basically
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what I did is I went into my room and I did nothing
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more than I sat on my bed and I leaned back onto
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the backboard that was behind me I didn't lay
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down I was sitting up but leaned back on the
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backboard and Instantaneously, I was not where
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I was when I sat down anymore. I was in a whole
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other place and now this place Would appear like
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earth only because it had a dirt road. It had
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trees that have flowers It had this very ancient
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looking building off to the to the right so it
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kind of looked like earth, but What I was seeing
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is I was seeing the most beautiful Flowers that
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I had ever seen Was seeing grass that was the
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most beautiful grass that I had ever seen the
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trees were like Like everything was so vibrant
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everything was in such beautiful colors Colors
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that I would never be able to describe here.
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They were not colors that exist here in this
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time frame Next to me was this being On this
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side and another being on this side and now they
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looked humanoid But there there was this aura
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I guess on them they were shiny it's the only
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way I can describe it or bright bright I guess
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bright would be a better word. They had this
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brightness about them and so I'm walking with
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these two beings and I'm I'm freaking out like
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I'm literally like running over to the flowers
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and and just looking at the beauty of them and
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running back to them and we're walking ahead
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I'm like and the trees look at the you know I'm
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literally freaking out probably like a child
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in a candy store at what I was seeing and the
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trees the the leaves on the trees were this just
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most Beautiful green that I can't even explain,
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but it was almost like it was translucent is
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the only way I can describe it. They were like
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they were just this beautiful translucent green.
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And of course, I'm running back and forth. I'm
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freaking out. I'm like, I can't believe this.
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And as we're walking down this road, what was
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so what was so specific about the flowers is
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as you're walking, the beauty of the flower.
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is like every time you look at the flowers, they're
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always facing you is the only way I can describe
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it. You never see the back of the flowers. In
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fact, I didn't see the back of the tree either,
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but I didn't go behind the tree. I was seeing
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it from this angle, but you never saw the back
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of the flower. So as you're passing them, every
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time you look at them, they're always facing
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you is the only way that I could describe it.
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So you're just continually seeing the beauty
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of this flower there was also a the only way
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I can describe it is it was a tone there was
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this tone in the air as well as this smell that
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was it was just there's no way to describe the
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smell that I smelled I don't even know any example
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Like maybe it would be every single flower that
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exists on the face of the earth that gives smell
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was all combined together in this amazing like
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smell. I hate to interrupt. I have so many questions
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at this point and I want to hear all the details.
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So I promise we're going to come back. We left
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off on the smell. I just want to fill in a few
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blanks. That's all. One is Did you feel like
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you like your spirit left your body? Did you
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feel like it was a dream? What did you feel like
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was going on? No, I was definitely 100 % Transported
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from one place to the other and that place was
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more real than than the earth place and The reason
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why I say that I did not it wasn't like an out
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-of -body experience because for me personally
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I started having out -of -body experiences when
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I was five years old and when you have an out
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-of -body experience you feel well I did I felt
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the feeling of like it would be like is the only
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way I can describe it and as a five -year -old
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It was extremely scary. I was scared to death.
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Like, I didn't know the name out of body, nor
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did I know that what was happening to me was
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not normal. I thought that was normal human things,
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so it wasn't even anything to even talk about.
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And when you go back into the body, there is
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still some sort of an effect that you feel when
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you go back into the body. And that was scary
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to me as well because there's an experience that
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you have in both of those transactions. In this
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experience that I had, it was instantaneously.
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There was no me popping out of my body or even
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popping back in. I was instantaneously somewhere
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else. It was so real. It was more real than here
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is the only way I can describe. Like it was I
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knew that was home. Actually, I knew that was
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my home. And that's part of what I'm trying to
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figure out is how are you transported from here
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to here if your body was still here? Help me
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understand. I have absolutely no idea. But my
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body was definitely still sitting on that bed.
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in the exact same position that I was in when
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I left. Okay. Thank you for the honesty. I appreciate
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that. I'm wondering when all this is going on
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and the beautiful flowers and the smell and the
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two beings and everything, what are you feeling?
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Is there fear? No. I instantaneously, from the
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moment I was there, I instantaneously felt what
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true unconditional love is. There's really no
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like perfect human word to put to it. I knew
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instantaneously that was my home and I knew instantaneously
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that I was being flooded with this pure unconditional
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love is the only way I can describe it. That's
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why it was more real than here. You don't feel
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those things here. Even just that word love,
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L -O -V -E, is such a tiny minute little word
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compared to actually what love feels like. Did
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you feel like that love was coming from the beings
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or from the place? I felt like it was in everything.
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This is the only way I can describe it, okay?
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Everything there was this love. It was Everything
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is the only way I can describe it. It was everything
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that love was everything Okay, tell me a little
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bit more about the beings. You said that they
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were shiny and humanoid looking Right. Do you
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think they had names? Did you know who they were?
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Give me some more idea Yeah, no, I never asked
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their names. I'll be I'll be completely honest
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with you the only thing that was coming out of
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my mouth towards these beings was the words of
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me freaking out about what I was seeing. The
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beings actually never even spoke a word to me.
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It was like they were leading me up this street
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and they were not dressed like, you know, how
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we dress now. They were definitely something
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from an older time frame is the only way I can
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describe it. They weren't dressed like us. They
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dressed like ancient is the only way I can describe
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it. And they never spoke to me. They never said
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nothing to me. Everything that was happening
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there, it was coming from me. You know, I was
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speaking. You're freaked out. Words are coming
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out of your mouth. What kinds of things are you
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saying? I'm saying, oh my gosh, look at the flower.
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I'm like, you know, and I'm going to the net
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and I'm like, and this one, and this one, and
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the grass. Oh my gosh, look at the grass. You
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know, I'm like, I'm just Freaking out about what
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I'm saying. It was just me Almost being the me
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that is normal me You know, it's just my normal
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me was there a really good kind of freak out
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not a scared kind of freak out Right, right.
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Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. No, it was instantaneous.
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I knew this was my home and instantaneously it
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was The pure, unconditional love. That's the
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only way I can describe it. Pure, unconditional
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love. There is no word for the feeling that you
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feel there. It is just so pure is the only way
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I can describe it. Just complete pureness. Have
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you ever felt anything even remotely close to
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that in this world? Never. No. I don't think
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that can exist here. I just don't believe it
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can exist here. It's not something that is...
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It just can't. It can't exist here. It's not
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human. Whatever it is, it's not human. Tell me
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more about this tone. Was this like a musical
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note or what was it? Okay, so it was almost like
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it was music, but it wasn't, okay? It was like,
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it's nothing I've ever heard here on Earth. So
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to put it into words, it was like energy. With
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lots of beautiful lights, but I didn't see energy
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and I didn't see a bunch of lights But what my
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head's telling me right now the only way that
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I can try to describe it is it's all these beautiful
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colors and it's Moving is the only way I can
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describe it. Nobody's ever asked me that before
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I'm like, wow, I don't know how to describe that
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It wasn't music like we hear here. It's not like
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that It was different. It sounds very multi -sensory,
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like seeing, feeling, hearing, maybe some sensories
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that we just don't have here. I mean, we don't
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really have words for this, so we're trying to
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figure out how to say and express this. It almost
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sounds like more than multi -sensory kind of
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experience, more than seeing, hearing, feeling,
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like maybe you had more centuries than you do
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here. Yeah, I was definitely like, that's how
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I used to explain it. I'm like, this was me up
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there. I was because it really was like it was
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I can't use the word intense because that almost
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seems like a negative there was nothing negative
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about it at all. I just I knew I was home and
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I knew that I was obviously somewhere else and
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and the overwhelming feeling of love was just
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no words can describe it. When you say home,
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does that mean this is a place where you feel
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like you have been before? That I can't answer,
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but what I mean by home is I know that this is
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only temporary and not that I knew anything about
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I didn't know nothing at that time about nothing.
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I'm going to be completely honest with you. I
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knew that that was a place where I must have
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been before. There was no I did not have to contemplate
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anything in my head. There was no there was no
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remembering that I had been there before. There
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was no other thought other than I knew that was
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my home. That's the only way I can describe it.
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There was no thought. I don't know if you have
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thought on the other side or not because there
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was no thought. It was just, it just was, is
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the only way I can describe it. It wasn't in
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any of my out -of -body experiences at five and
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six and seven and eight years old. I never have
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been there before. I never went there. I didn't
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out -of -body and go to some other realm like
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that. It was, in my opinion, in my human self,
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here being on Earth, I'd never seen that place
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before in my life. In my now brain. You know
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what I mean? But when I was there, immediately,
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it was just 100 % complete knowing. I knew that
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was my home. I was feeling the most amazing unconditional
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love 2 .0 I mean. Thank you for answering all
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those questions for me. Let's jump back to where
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we were. You were talking about the smell and
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I want to hear more about that and then I want
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you to keep going on from there. The smell sounds
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like if you could figure out how to bottle that
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you'd be rich making perfume. Oh yeah so the
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smell was well like I said before it's almost
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like It would be a combination of like roses
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and gardenions and lilac and violet, like all
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these smells you're smelling, but it's like it's
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all one smell. It's like it's only one smell,
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but you're smelling all of these like together,
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all at once. It would be like having, I guess,
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guess a good explanation would be like having
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a bouquet of flowers and having all the flowers
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that give off beautiful scent or herbs, you know,
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because I because I do remember it being Like
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there had to have been sage or lilac. I don't
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know other plants other than flowers because
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the smells it was like you could smell every
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single smell but it was all happening at the
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exact same time. That's the only way I can describe
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it. OK, what happened next? OK, so as I'm like
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freaking out and everything about the flowers
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and I'm running back to the beings, we're walking
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again down this dirt road, I all of a sudden
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have the thought, I guess, or not the thought,
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just my body just automatically did it. I look
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over my shoulder. to see what's behind me because
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at this point even though I was running around
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like a maniac I didn't see anything behind me
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my focus was always only on the two men and my
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focus was always on just the flowers and the
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trees and the grass so I looked over my shoulder
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like this and when I looked over my shoulder
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back behind me going as far as the eye can see
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there were these beings that were humanoid shaped.
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Okay, that's the only way I can describe it.
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They were shaped like a human, but there was
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no clothes, no face, no skin, no nothing. They
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were pure light beings, and they were as far
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as the eye can see. And as soon as I saw those
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light beings, I turned my head back to the front
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of me. And now in front of me, instantaneously,
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there's this big, gigantic, huge light. It wasn't
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there before. It was a light similar to the sun,
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but it would be like, you know how when you're
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watching a sunset at the beach and the sun comes
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down and it's resting on the water? Well, picture
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it taking up the whole line of the water instead
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of just that small section. The whole front of
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me was taken up by this light. that was like
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the sun. Instantaneously, I knew that light was
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God. I don't know how to put that in any other
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words other than I knew that light was God and
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that is who I had been speaking to, communicating
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with since I was three years old. Once I saw
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that light, Once I knew that was God and that
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that was who I'd been speaking to since I was
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three years old I turned my head over to the
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one of the I don't know if I turned from the
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right or the left I don't remember which way
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I turned but I turned my head and looked at the
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being and I said I can't wait to go back and
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tell everyone and Instantaneously, I was right
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there on my bed just like that instantaneously
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I was on my bed so immediately the first thing
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that I wanted to do as soon as I realized I was
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now back in my bed is I wanted to jump up and
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I wanted to go tell all the other girls in the
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house what just happened to me so I jump up just
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like my thought was Ran out into the hallway
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area. You got to understand at this place that
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I was at it was like a four -bedroom house You
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had a master bedroom on one side and then you
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had four bedrooms on the other side It was it
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was just a regular house that you would never
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know was a safe house. I Go out into the hallway
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and every time we would see each other. We would
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always speak Anytime we saw each other walk wherever
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we were at in the kitchen. We'd say hey, what's
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up or whatever? You know what I mean? We we'd
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speak Well, I went into the hallway and started
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walking and the girls started walking past me
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and I went to go speak and I I could not even
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get a Not even a noise out of my my mouth. Okay,
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I didn't know what was going on. But at the same
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time I could still feel that light that I had
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just left. It was like I came back here and there
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was this bubble around me of that light, okay?
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When I realized I couldn't speak, I immediately
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turned back around and I went back to my room
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and I sat on my bed. And I said to myself, I'm
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just gonna sit here until whatever this is leaves
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me, and then I'll get up. and I literally sat
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there for about 45 minutes and after about 45
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minutes I thought in my head I wonder if I can
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speak yet and I literally just said like three
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simple words and the words came out and I jumped
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up and I instantly went out there and started
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telling the girls what had happened to me. Whoever
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I was before that experience I don't know who
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I was before that experience But I had had that
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experience the other experience at the church
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two weeks earlier So there was already something
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happening with me, but whoever I was before that
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experience It wasn't who I was after the experience
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So I'm telling these girls what happened to me
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and I'm like, you know, cuz in my head I'm thinking
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all I got to do is tell them about this experience
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and then they'll know And the same thing that
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happened to me will happen to them, you know,
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I had no, I just automatically assumed that.
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Well, that wasn't the response I got. In fact,
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these girls thought I lost my mind. They could
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not believe how I was talking. I don't know how
00:26:17.960 --> 00:26:20.859
I talked before, but they could not believe how
00:26:20.859 --> 00:26:24.799
I was talking. I immediately became somebody
00:26:24.799 --> 00:26:28.160
in the house that was the girls began to start
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feeling a little bit standoffish too. Because
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once that experience happened to me, I couldn't
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keep my mouth shut I could not stop talking about
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it Like it was day and night any person that
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would allow me to speak to them That is all I
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had to talk about because it was that Extreme
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for me nothing else in the whole entire world
00:26:52.859 --> 00:26:55.740
mattered anymore Except for that experience that
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I had and I needed to tell the whole world I
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actually ended up losing, I only had a handful
00:27:01.829 --> 00:27:03.990
of people that were in my life that I wouldn't
00:27:03.990 --> 00:27:06.869
necessarily would say friends, but they were
00:27:06.869 --> 00:27:10.390
people in my life. And they all cut me out of
00:27:10.390 --> 00:27:13.710
their life. Like literally, they cut me out of
00:27:13.710 --> 00:27:17.650
their life. I did not have one friend left of
00:27:17.650 --> 00:27:20.029
whoever was in my life before that experience.
00:27:20.690 --> 00:27:23.509
Now I know that I can be a little bit dramatic.
00:27:23.710 --> 00:27:27.089
and very pushy when i'm trying to like you know
00:27:27.089 --> 00:27:30.829
i'm like don't you see what i'm saying it was
00:27:30.829 --> 00:27:34.089
that extreme for me i left that place saying
00:27:34.089 --> 00:27:37.690
i can't wait to go back and tell everybody i
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i wasn't lying when i said that and that was
00:27:40.250 --> 00:27:43.690
all that came out of my mouth to anybody that
00:27:43.690 --> 00:27:46.789
i saw or talked to because i couldn't stop it
00:27:46.789 --> 00:27:52.230
was that powerful whatever that was so yeah that
00:27:52.230 --> 00:27:55.990
was my experience With that anyways, I've had
00:27:55.990 --> 00:27:58.849
so many. We'll talk about a couple other things,
00:27:59.710 --> 00:28:03.190
but do you, and I'm asking you to speculate here
00:28:03.190 --> 00:28:06.750
or just tell me your feelings. Do you feel like
00:28:06.750 --> 00:28:09.430
that is the place you are going back to after
00:28:09.430 --> 00:28:12.049
you die someday? I'm just going to be honest
00:28:12.049 --> 00:28:15.210
with you. I don't necessarily think that the
00:28:15.210 --> 00:28:19.710
trees, the flowers, the road, The grass, the
00:28:19.710 --> 00:28:22.730
building, the beings behind me, I don't think
00:28:22.730 --> 00:28:27.410
that that was necessarily a place. It was more
00:28:27.410 --> 00:28:31.150
of the feeling of that unconditional love. I
00:28:31.150 --> 00:28:35.329
knew that that's what I, I knew that was the
00:28:35.329 --> 00:28:39.890
home. It was more of what I was experiencing
00:28:39.890 --> 00:28:43.089
there rather than what I was seeing. In my own
00:28:43.089 --> 00:28:47.190
opinion, whatever that visual that I had of trees
00:28:47.190 --> 00:28:51.789
and flowers, that may exist somewhere, possibly,
00:28:52.490 --> 00:28:58.950
but I don't think that that is an actual physical
00:28:58.950 --> 00:29:03.180
place, I guess. I just know that that feeling
00:29:03.180 --> 00:29:06.539
of that unconditional love that permeated the
00:29:06.539 --> 00:29:09.720
place, the tones that were going on, the colors
00:29:09.720 --> 00:29:13.140
of the flowers, all of that, it was all one.
00:29:13.279 --> 00:29:16.900
It was all, everything was just one. I was one
00:29:16.900 --> 00:29:20.099
with it. It was one with me. It was all one together.
00:29:20.140 --> 00:29:25.119
It was just all one. And when I say that I knew
00:29:25.119 --> 00:29:30.200
that that was home, I don't mean the place itself.
00:29:30.490 --> 00:29:35.009
If that makes sense. It was the feeling of it.
00:29:35.190 --> 00:29:39.130
Yeah, it was just a feeling. So let me ask the
00:29:39.130 --> 00:29:42.349
question a different way then. Do you think that
00:29:42.349 --> 00:29:46.529
after you're done with this life, that you are
00:29:46.529 --> 00:29:50.130
going someplace where that's what you will feel
00:29:50.130 --> 00:29:53.130
again, that place you felt was home? Is that
00:29:53.130 --> 00:29:55.950
where you feel like you're going back to? 100%.
00:29:55.950 --> 00:30:00.130
I already know that. I 100 % know that. So you
00:30:00.130 --> 00:30:03.369
have no fear of death and obviously I don't have
00:30:03.369 --> 00:30:06.390
fear of actually dying I don't want to leave
00:30:06.390 --> 00:30:10.529
my children in a Devastated state that they lost
00:30:10.529 --> 00:30:13.150
their mother the feeling of knowing what it feels
00:30:13.150 --> 00:30:16.430
like to lose somebody That's what I fear. I'm
00:30:16.430 --> 00:30:18.650
like I have to be here for as long as I well
00:30:18.650 --> 00:30:20.390
I already know I'm gonna live to be at least
00:30:20.390 --> 00:30:22.829
a hundred I've always known that I've always
00:30:22.829 --> 00:30:25.630
said that I don't know how I know that but I'm
00:30:25.630 --> 00:30:28.190
gonna live to be at least a hundred so I I'm
00:30:28.190 --> 00:30:31.109
not really fully worried about it, but I do think
00:30:31.109 --> 00:30:33.930
about it from time to time. What if I was wrong
00:30:33.930 --> 00:30:36.930
my whole life? What if I do leave early? I'm
00:30:36.930 --> 00:30:39.690
like, oh my gosh, I just I don't ever want my
00:30:39.690 --> 00:30:42.069
children to ever have to feel that kind of pain.
00:30:42.349 --> 00:30:45.829
That's what gets me. Not the actual transition,
00:30:45.829 --> 00:30:48.710
because you don't there is no feeling of transition
00:30:48.710 --> 00:30:51.990
when you transition to the other side. There
00:30:51.990 --> 00:30:55.329
is you're here and then you're there. And it's
00:30:55.329 --> 00:30:59.799
instantaneously there is no in between. You don't
00:30:59.799 --> 00:31:03.640
feel death. There is no feeling in death. Death,
00:31:04.140 --> 00:31:07.319
in my opinion, is an illusion. I believe death
00:31:07.319 --> 00:31:10.640
is a made -up word by humans, and it's not something
00:31:10.640 --> 00:31:14.799
that really exists. We go from this existence
00:31:14.799 --> 00:31:18.059
to that existence instantaneously, and there
00:31:18.059 --> 00:31:22.019
is no feeling. Well, and as humans, I can see
00:31:22.019 --> 00:31:24.940
why we would make up the word because there is
00:31:24.940 --> 00:31:28.150
somebody or some animal or something. that was
00:31:28.150 --> 00:31:30.190
alive and moving a minute ago and now they're
00:31:30.190 --> 00:31:33.789
not any longer and that's all we know. So hence
00:31:33.789 --> 00:31:37.710
a word like that has to come into play. I know
00:31:37.710 --> 00:31:41.430
that you mentioned that you lost your friends
00:31:41.430 --> 00:31:43.710
after this. How else did it change your life
00:31:43.710 --> 00:31:47.930
and your personality? I never turned back to
00:31:47.930 --> 00:31:51.450
be honest with you. I have been full force with
00:31:51.450 --> 00:31:56.690
and have had many many other experiences not
00:31:56.690 --> 00:32:01.049
like that, but other experiences that had continued
00:32:01.049 --> 00:32:05.069
to happen to me and still continue to this day
00:32:05.069 --> 00:32:10.809
happen to me that are definitely outside the
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human vessel activity. Or inside. It's inside,
00:32:15.890 --> 00:32:19.069
but it's outside. I can't explain it. It's something
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that I'm well aware, I guess, about myself. I
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know that we're, we're, we're light beings, and
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I know that this is only a meat suit. You know
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what I mean? Like I under, I have the knowledge
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of knowing that which is within me, which is
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also without me, because it's, it's everything.
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That's why it's in and it's out, and that's the
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only way I can describe it. So I, I never stopped
00:32:47.539 --> 00:32:52.059
talking, but as I went more experiences and more
00:32:52.059 --> 00:32:54.619
experiences and more experiences were happening.
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So it went from that to talking about this to
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talking about that and talking about this and
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you know if I got into a real good conversation
00:33:02.400 --> 00:33:05.019
with somebody I'd revert back to my experience
00:33:05.019 --> 00:33:07.839
you know that happened at that time and and the
00:33:07.839 --> 00:33:11.339
experience that happened at the church but I
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never stopped talking this is my whole life.
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This is all I do. Like all my kids, I only have
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one of my kids that travels with me. The rest
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of my kids are adults, but he's 14 years old
00:33:22.200 --> 00:33:25.539
and he's heard it his whole entire life. He's
00:33:25.539 --> 00:33:27.599
heard me speak to every single person I walk
00:33:27.599 --> 00:33:30.480
into or end up having a conversation with. He's
00:33:30.480 --> 00:33:33.079
heard me say it to every single person I have
00:33:33.079 --> 00:33:35.839
a conversation with. All my kids. That's all
00:33:35.839 --> 00:33:38.710
that comes out of my mouth. And what do you find?
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Some people aren't ready to hear something like
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that, obviously. What kind of reactions do you
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get? I'll be honest with you. If I end up being
00:33:47.869 --> 00:33:50.630
in an encounter with a person, it's always for
00:33:50.630 --> 00:33:53.250
a specific reason and it has everything to do
00:33:53.250 --> 00:33:55.069
with whatever is going to come out of my mouth.
00:33:55.809 --> 00:34:00.190
Like I've never had anybody be like offended.
00:34:00.369 --> 00:34:04.470
I've never had anybody make any kind of derogatory
00:34:04.470 --> 00:34:09.829
comments. In fact, generally people are whatever
00:34:09.829 --> 00:34:14.190
it is, it goes on them, you know, just a little
00:34:14.190 --> 00:34:16.909
bit. This is strangers, okay? Not my friends,
00:34:17.130 --> 00:34:20.170
not people that knew me, whoever I was before,
00:34:20.469 --> 00:34:24.130
okay? These are complete strangers. When I went
00:34:24.130 --> 00:34:27.829
on the road, that was my main goal. Now I'm gonna
00:34:27.829 --> 00:34:31.590
reach as many people as I possibly can. And so
00:34:31.590 --> 00:34:35.079
anybody that I bumped into, it... Became like
00:34:35.079 --> 00:34:38.699
a conversation. That's what they heard and generally
00:34:38.699 --> 00:34:41.480
they're hugging me when they're leaving They're
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thanking me. They're gifting me. I can't I I
00:34:45.559 --> 00:34:49.519
don't think I've ever had a bad Encounter I'll
00:34:49.519 --> 00:34:51.539
be honest with you I don't think I've ever had
00:34:51.539 --> 00:34:54.059
a better bad encounter whoever I talked to they
00:34:54.059 --> 00:34:58.360
leave with something a piece a little grain sand
00:34:58.360 --> 00:35:02.099
piece of Whatever it is that I have now what
00:35:02.099 --> 00:35:05.139
they do with that is is you know I never see
00:35:05.139 --> 00:35:06.619
these people again so I don't know what they
00:35:06.619 --> 00:35:09.880
do with it but I can almost guarantee the way
00:35:09.880 --> 00:35:14.519
that they were reacting after the fact they probably
00:35:14.519 --> 00:35:16.719
will never forget about me for the rest of their
00:35:16.719 --> 00:35:19.619
life sounds like your mission in life is just
00:35:19.619 --> 00:35:24.460
to spread all of this all right Tammy there's
00:35:24.460 --> 00:35:27.579
actually So so so much more that we can talk
00:35:27.579 --> 00:35:29.159
about and we're gonna have you back on the show
00:35:29.159 --> 00:35:32.099
sometime To talk about some of these other things,
00:35:32.139 --> 00:35:34.159
but I feel like this is a good place to wrap
00:35:34.159 --> 00:35:36.940
this discussion But I want to give you the last
00:35:36.940 --> 00:35:39.500
word I want to give you a chance to leave everybody
00:35:39.500 --> 00:35:43.199
with a some kind of a message of hope Some positivity
00:35:43.199 --> 00:35:45.599
to brighten their day and their whole outlook
00:35:45.599 --> 00:35:50.119
on life right now Okay, so what I want to say
00:35:50.119 --> 00:35:55.880
is this earth supposed to be heaven on earth
00:35:55.880 --> 00:36:00.539
and if we can we can all just only grasp the
00:36:00.539 --> 00:36:05.159
message to love your neighbor as yourself true
00:36:05.159 --> 00:36:08.539
unconditional love and you ask who's your neighbor
00:36:08.539 --> 00:36:11.539
every single human being on the face of the earth
00:36:11.539 --> 00:36:14.480
that's who your neighbor is this is supposed
00:36:14.480 --> 00:36:17.139
to be heaven on earth right now and the earth
00:36:17.139 --> 00:36:21.630
is changing so many people are waking up So my
00:36:21.630 --> 00:36:25.469
message is wake up allow yourself to to wake
00:36:25.469 --> 00:36:28.389
up We all collectively together could change
00:36:28.389 --> 00:36:31.989
this whole planet beautiful Tammy Thank you so
00:36:31.989 --> 00:36:34.969
very much. If anybody wants to reach out to you
00:36:34.969 --> 00:36:37.949
We will stick a link to something of yours down
00:36:37.949 --> 00:36:41.170
in the show notes So that people can follow along
00:36:41.170 --> 00:36:43.150
a little bit more and we'll have you back again
00:36:43.150 --> 00:36:45.889
sometime. Thanks. All right. Perfect. Have a
00:36:45.889 --> 00:36:49.920
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